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CHANGE BLOG

2007-03-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

HAA.
I'VE CHANGED BLOGG READERS.
IF THERES ANY (:
www.thelittlestthings.blogspot.com

GREATTT.

2007-03-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
EH! MY BLOG AINT CHILDISH KAYYYY!
:D ITS CUTE!
MY ONLINE DIARY. lalala.
today. went school. then tuitioral. then parkway. then prayer meeting. then HOME SWEET HOME (:
lazy to blog :X
anyhow.
HAPPY DAY!
EVERYDAY IS ACTUALLY! HEE.

BABES LOVE CHICKEN RICE.
WE'RE CHICKEN BABES! ((((:

dint expect this

2007-03-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today was crap.
after school, took bus home right?
walking out of sch, it rained. bahhh.
nvm.
its alright..
then slept in the bus. missed my stop like dunno how many stops. lol.
i landed up at bendemeer =\
annoying =P
all thanks to KE XIN MONSTER!
heh.
anyhow. my favourite new song is FACE DOWN by THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS!
haa. uber nice lur that song.
lalala.
yah. gonna go mug already. toodles peeps.

it'll never be the same

when its over.

2007-03-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
LONG POST! (: BEWARE.
monday.
the beginning of a week.
a brand new day.
woke up. went school. was abt in time for COH meeting.
GOOD. finally im there.
then suddenly RAIN. heh.
we were fascinated by how fast the sky can change its colour.
it was rather cool.
yeh. and school went as per normal..
laughing sessions with rachy as usual (:
really mad today.
*try shaking your leg left and right really fast without shaking the other leg. LOL.
it was uber hilarious.. and the flying of the front page :X heh.
ohwells. and school ended.
me and rachy went around the east looking for SOME PLACE to enhance our beauty.
:X heh. rachy look prettier. whooo!
then went to bugis to meet some people and all.
left them around 5.30 i guess..
then i went shopping!
just bought make up materials. HAPPY!
wanted to buy some sweater from top shop but apparently its sold out in bugis.
lousy place :X so yahh.. got rather annoyed.
then i went to popular to get my chinese workbook. tmr should be able to get my MYE paper back.
FINALLY :DD
then i wanted to shop but dunno what to get for myself. not in need of anything.
so i went into tecman. and i bought a new bible.
gonna bless some new friend! its the cheapest bible though. 15 bucks like that only.
ohwells! BE THANKFUL :XX
yuppydooo. and then i meet my HOT DATE for dinner :XXXXXXX
suppose to eat somewhere more "high-class" but then i wanted to eat lots.
so i decided on the foodcourt (:
ate ban mian and prata and a cup of tea. not much. but waitt...
after that, went for tuition around 7.30. yay. im finally going (:
then ended late, around 9.45 i think. and dad called.
havent mention, aunty got admitted into the hospital 2 days ago.
operation just done in the evening. its an eye operation. she has lose 70% of her right eyesight.
)))))):
yah. so went to visit her.
hmm. dispite this misfortunte, uncle is like uber loving and caring towards her lurr.
ohwells. many thoughts came to me..
its like. people fall ill so easily, die so easily.
i rather fear life. fear for falling ill, for having to suffer the pain..
but its most probably the power of love that allows people to overcome all these fears..
anyhow, after the visitation at around 10.45?
went to Newton Circle to eat.
i just wanna shop and eat and eat and shop!!!
madness. haa. whatever!
so, i ate chicken wings and oyster.
then we came home abt 11.30plus?
thats my day for you. im tired. toodles.

oh! and yesterday was great.
had cg and then fellowshipped with mar and andy at POD.
some cafe where fang works.
yupp. enjoyed lots ((:
went home abt 10 i think. cant really rmb.
ohwells. great fellowship.. went crazy!

ohwells.
STUPID DEVIL.
stop being a spoiler.
actually you're rather smart too.
when a burden comes, you'll add more quickly to put me down.
but it WONT work!
SHEEESH LURR.
I'LL GET SO PISSED I'LL EAT YOU UPP!
UUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

when it fades

2007-03-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
havent blogged for quite some time again (:
alrights. today.
bahhh! haha. i woke up late.
suppose to meet babe and amirah for breakfast then go see her FIGHT.
but after giving me abt 10 miss calls, i was stucked in bed. eeee.
im such a annoying sloth.:X
anyways, yesterday woke up at 6AM.
haa. then got ready and all, dad fetched me to NUS.
had emerger captain's ball match.
haa. my stamina so suck now.
i think at half the game i got so exhausted already.
lol. but it was a good game (: whooo.
though we lost :D heh.
then took bus home. missed one stop.
lol. had to walk home. sleepy me.
had lunch home and then got ready to go for service.
reached church abt 4. fellowship here and there.
service started. Rev. Casey Treat.
short msg be it was good.
and service ended early. then stayed a while to fellowship. but kinda got irritated.
BAHHH. i get so pissed these days with everyone, except for 3 girlfriends.
whom i'll just never get pissed with them.
they're just so nice :D
haha. seriously.
rant: i was annoyed at your behaviours. its childish =\ noisy. and whats worst, you got me involved. me = no mood for that :X yeh. so, sorry for the meanness here. BUT, my tolerance level has been HIT. rahhh.
and so.. thank God in a way i was leaving early.
gonna meet my 3 girlfriends for dinner :D
went changi airport swensens to find them. i literally went mad.
haa. together with nerd.
cos both of us were at the verge of blowing.
heh. anyhow, besides the 3 of us, sakinah was there too :D
yehh. so glad i met them.
though was tired and it was rather late, i so wanted to meet them.
i knew it will led to a happy ending ((:
and there we had. us going MAD!
me and nerd vent our anger on FOOD! lol. and we took many pictures. YAY.
then dad fetched me home. but we went to fetch teresa too.
i was sleeping all the way.
until we reached home. i realiseed it started to rain (: lol.
then came home. watch some show till 12plus i think. then went to bed.
uber tired..
so, school was alright too this week.
friday's cca was good. ending part was hilarious when Ms Tan commented on a butch's hair :X
she was like," very pretty meh? very handsome meh? boy-wanna-be"
HAHAHA! :D we laughed really hard, the sec 4s. hee.
and yehh. me and amirah darlingS went to shaf's training place (:
ate chicken rice for dinner. CHICKEN RICE! haa.
tasted fantastic. then it rained, we ran to the training place.
yeh. she had her training while me and amirah talked crap, again :D
then we left abt 8.30, walked from there to tm.
heh. amirah darlings send me to inter. lalala.
we talked about our future =P whee.
then i look a bus home. long journey seh.. slept lor.
then got home abt 10plus :X
watched and slept i think.
thurs, the 3 of us went to shaf's tuition center.
me and darlingS crapp at some cosy corner while waiting for babe to finish her tuition.
had tons of fun :D
we kept earing BIKA and i drank my milo. yumms.
then we went parkway for dinner, CHICKEN RICE! :D
heh. funness! and yehh. we went home after walking around abit.
i bought a 23bucks ring :D uber pretty. and some topshop shorts.
not very nice. wasted! ohwells.
then went home. yay!
yahh :D thats my week for you.
toodles (:

when you realise your cloest friends arent from where they're suppose to be,
you start to draw back from there*.
but i wont. i know my stand in Him.
so yah (: the people i mix with wont affect my place in Him.
-keep running the race :D-

chinese oral examination

2007-03-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
I'VE PUT ON WEIGHTTTTTTT! :X
uber lots of weight.
what's with feeling hungry all day? =\
madness lurr.
i shant eat tmr. ALL DAY! yes i wont..
:D

ohwells. anyhow, had chi-na orals today.
the teacher which tested me last year test me again this year and she insulted me.
haa. said i dint improve.. RAHH.
and not fluent. and during conversation i keep talking in English.
what's wrong which my chinese.
im gonna be an AHLIAN. speak in chi-na all day.
then i'll improve :D
yeh. and after orals, went for training. had test work and then did a draft speech.
i'll blog it some day (: its part of my PGA test. heh.
and yesterday was fine.
after school. went tm.
stood rather long and this weird guy came to beg me for money.
i got scared i kinda walked away :X
not that i dont wanna help but i dont help people who doesnt help themselves.
at least do something like play some music or whatsoever to 'earn' the money.
ohwells. went to play captain's ball anyway.
then came home.
slept pretty early.
thats it.

today went to school late but due to traffic jam, they dint consider us as late.
i was late for abt 15mins i think. lol.
then had 2 test today.
geog was fine but lit was hell.
:X
think i screwed it up. lol.
so, yah! im going off.
thinking of ways to lose weight. TOODLES!

FAT FAT FAT.
GO AWAY :D

back to school

2007-03-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
the march holidays have ended ):
boo. ohwells!
sunday went for some family gathering.
awesome! ((: ate so uber much for lunch and we played games among the cousins.
board games and those retarded games.
someday, im gonna be rich too :D and have party every other week.
whoooo.
lol.
anyhow, after the party, went to find darling, mar and the rest to go punggol to play captain's ball (:
haa. enjoyed myself tons.
then darling took bus home with me (:
and i came home all smelly and yucky.
heh. dint bathe. got hooked on the computer :)
as i was doing some hw, i played monopoly with edric and shaun.
they seem so.. ignorant to MONOPOLY.
deprived childhood :X haa.
but yehh! it was UBER FUN. i won both games :D
but the server kinda weird also. cos shaun had lots of money but it seems to be fake :X
ohwells! played until abt 3plus 4am.
went to bed. HAA.
woke up. LATE FOR COH meeting ):
do i decided not to go. so, went school.
I WAS SO ENERGETIC! YES I WAS - just so edric knows (:
haa. yahh (:
ohh! and midyear chinese.
lilaoshi wouldnt return my paper cos i dint do her chinese hw )): RAHHH.
annoying laoshi :X heh.
and i actually went for chinese tuitioral today :D
its all because of the one and only ASHLEY! im so nice.
haa. yeh! then after chi-na tuitioral, went to eat prata and bubble tea with loser 1, loser 100, muthu and janel. they are so crappy (: btw, im loser number TWO :D
cools man.
yehh (: im tired. going off soon.
TOODLES!

as i wonder.
what will i be? (:

take a hold of me

2007-03-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today's sat (: yeh. service was GREAT!
Dr. Rev. Phil Pringle. we know how super he is.
so, service was wonderful and fellowshipped a while.
and cabbed home.
anyhow, had 2 bs lesson today (:
so impacted by the consistant spiritual teaching.
whoolala.

anyhow, its the march holidays if i havent mention.
wednesday was pioneer test.
we all passed the test :D
and did rather well in fact..
UBER HAPPY LURR (:
and then i cant rmb what i did.
ohh! singing auditions for emerge.
which i forgot my lyrics and screwed up.
but anyhow, big thanks to amirah darlings and nerd for accompanying me to JW church to support me.
at least they came with me ((: i was UBER TOUCHED.

thurs i cant rmb what i did and fri.
had cg at my house.
first time :D
haa. we played cat and mouse lurr.
rather enjoyable.
and then after cg, fellowshipped until 8plus?
then they all left (:
funness.
and yah. nothing much to blog about.

sorrys to peoples :
-amirah (cannot go chalet)
-my class 4/5 (not going outing)
-shaf (rebonding hair thingy)
-nerd (dint accompany her to JW church)
and whoever i've forgotten..
and to timothy too. SORRY.

YEHHHH! feeling rather guilty. sian.
got to go.
im a happy person still though.
WHEEEE ((:
loves to all.

FUNN

2007-03-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today's another school day.
lost my wallet, went crazy but was still rather happy =\
then realised pretty (aud) found my wallet during recess but wanted to hide it from me and then she forgot. lol.
funneh sia =P
anyhow, i went for cca in the end. such a good girl i am.
had sandwich making competition.
lol. everyone including myself was disgusted at the way i did my patrol's sandwich. HAA.
i used my hand and spread stuffs on the bread. LOL. eeeew =X but i still ate it in the end.
enjoyed guides meeting alot.
soon there wont be anymore cca )))))): sads.
ohwells. anyhow, then went TM.
take passport photo, collect wallet from pretty, got some stuff from popular and headed home.
slack and all. watched teevee (: blahblahblah.

alrights. now gonna blog abt yesterday's outing with baby, edric(sloth-er) and shaun (unglamour). we went suntec's macs for lunch cos we couldnt decide a place to go. then went to watch Music&Lyrics. rather nice show (: at least i liked it. haa. and then we went to eat xiao long bao! AHHH. so in love with xiao long baoS lurr. but edric just had to be gross and reveal some brain-look-a-like thingy found inside the skin of the xiao long bao. booo. and the one which looked decent went bouncing off his spoon. heh. right. then came the unglamour being unglam many times in public. first the coin then the escalator :X he uber powerful seh. he stopped the whole escalator! yeh. that retarded act cause us to all laughed like mad while the unglamour vanished in 2seconds. LOL. uber hilarious. cos its like so INCONSIDERATE of him after being excused by a couple to stop the whole escalator. heh. and then everyone started climbing down. their footsteps were rather loud. and the fact that we laughed so hard is perhaps due to the GUILT we have for those people =P i feel sorry for them... haa! and after all the retardedness, darling send me home thats abt my wonderful day.

so anyhow, things happens and everyone has their own problems.
everyone has their reasons for every decisions they make.
God has given us the freedom of CHOICE.
just respect the paths other people has taken.
if you cant run with them on the same track, just run beside them. it will be just as enjoyable im sure.

we can still run together, side by side
(:

a change of mind

2007-03-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
exam pressure
everyone has a lot to handle. especially when its coming to the BIG Os.
its drawing near so quickly that im unable to catch anything in school.
scary it is.
but seeing so many people going through this examination, i feel a sense of assurance that i'll be able to make it to at least a poly (:
just that, i want to be different and outstanding compared to other students.
i want to be that ONE who is able to prosper in all areas of my life.
i believe its possible.
just that it requires a lot of effort.
and now. after last year's EOY examination, i feel the uber high pressure for top-ping the class.
its like when you're at the top, you just got to maintain there.
otherwise i'd feel so frustrated!
just considering test.. i get rather stress when im not top.
yeh. im not putting enough effort in my studies ):
i just pray really hard that everything will run smoothly in my studies.
both sisters are currently studying in University already.
now my parents are like focusing on me and giving me the pressure.
my relatives thinks i dont have brains or something. just because im out more often and a little more playful compared to my sissy.
so they are like "worried" for me.
i know what i am doing (:
no worries.
so anyhow, my target for Oleves is most probably...

english B3
chinese B3
amath A1
emath A1
combine science A2
combine humanities B3
pure lit A2

L1R5 : 12points
L1R4 : 9points

yeh (:
tough but im gonna work really hard.
everyone has started revising and all. im so lagging ):
alrights. im gonna MUGG!
toodles.

when He touches your heart

2007-03-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today's cg meeting was awesome! (:
shant go into details but presence of God was overwhelming..
yesterday's service was great too.
im sure it impacted MANY people as they responded to the alter call.
glad my cg members are like getting more matured and rising up.
and w312 is multiplying too. yay!

so anyhoos, school holiday is here.
but my school has lessons and cca as usual for the first two days.
how brilliant? kuku school :X
and then wednesdays is my pioneering test. eee.
i think i'll pass though. :D
go go go (:
wheee.
alrights that all for now!
TOODLES!

its just you and me (:

get over and done with ((:

2007-03-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
havent been blogging for like.. many eras! x)
so, anyhow, been busy with Guides and all.
today's training was brilliant.
most of us were able to meet the timings to pass (:
thank God.
just 2 more testworks and we'll get Gold badge.
and then about 1/2 the journey is finished.
then next week we'll have the physical testworks.
if we all get through that, its gonna be so wonderful. haa.
so, school life's been fine.
been topping for amath and emaths really miraculously.
but science and humans dropping quite a bit.
Chinese MidYear has just passed. think i did quite badly :X
ohwells.
anyhoos, been having rapacious appetite these days (:
yeh. im gonna use chiemology in my blog starting from this post.
as much as possible (:
so, yah. oodles of praying these days. strengthens me.
heh. i pray everywhere i go. somehow when i find time in between free time.
feels UBERRR good lur.
and like.. i cant wait for cgm this week.
tons of testimony to share. couldnt finish hw. but wonderful yellow chairman help me ((:
LOVE HER LURRH.
haa. and bio just anyhow whack. whooo! cools man.
now doing some Guides HW.
bahh. some rather annoying thing happen.
ohwells (: shant bother. amirah anyhow act kuku lur. then make me have mixed feelings.
lalala. at least i feel more normal now.
been a long time since i saw a tear. haa.
yehyeh.
so, gotta move on with life lurr.
TOODLES!
blog more soon ((:

you just didnt know.

shag

2007-03-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
im rather shag.
my week's been hectic and the worst hasnt come.
doesnt the teachers realised how busy we are.
how little brain space we have.
gosh! stop treating us like robots!
just this week we've got guides 4days.
and teachers still expect us to meet up to practice. what crap?
we've got tuitiorals everyday except tues. - but other PGA girls have tuitiorals still..
c'mon! sec4s are sitting for the freaking HUGE Os this year.
I SO NEED A BREAK LURRR! ):
ugghh! dont have much more energy to rant but its just so burden-ing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

nights.

PGA BABE:
we'll work hard together and persist to the end!
lest we've passed cooks and homemakers badge.
despite the stress! we'll have metal problem FUN (: loves.

darling's birthday

2007-02-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
life's alright (:
busy maybe.
stress?
yeh. im quite stress. just that somehow people cant see i am. lol.
im really stress.
this week, wed have firelighting, thurs, some cooking test at Guide House and sat hiking test.
so pray everything will turn out right.
havent prepared for any of these yet.
ohwells.
im going to mug for ss now.
toodles.
anyhoos, sat in starbucks and tou chi secret recipes's cake last night.
lalala. uber funneh x)
enjoyed. LOVES!

TODAY'S A SPECIAL DAY (:
it's bestestBHAKUA's birthday.
haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY! :D
old already.. :X

lazy

2007-02-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

dear diary.
haa. been lazy to blog.
im still lazy to actually. ohwells!
week's been pretty hectic.
just came back from service..
it was a good service.
and had a talk too. rather good too (:
so, now im going off to do hw yup..
TOODLES (:
blog dying. haa.

deproving in acadamics

2007-02-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today wasnt such a good day.
it was not a good day at all.
so much for being so caught up with everything "fun", i neglected studies.
CRAP!
i scored a freaking 8/15 for physic and 4/15 for bio.
what's wrong with me? :(
ARGHHHH. whatever..
thank God for His wonderful creation called, FRIENDS ((:
haa. i wasnt so pissed after rachy was like.. playing pictionary with me in class.
UBER HILARIOUS! x)
cottage pie i guessed some weird thing like house/factory/CHIMNEY/garden pie.
we laughed till our heads drop. haha.
then talked to NERD about our problems. hers and mine stuffs.
yehh. good talk. nerd gave me advices which are rather good i think =P
and her problem. haa! wait till 28feb then we'll see. LOL.
after school, went for lunch, then went tuitioral without anything. haa. just my body.
i just need my attendance to be marked. haa. ohwells.
then PGA training wasnt so tough.
dint do any physical activity..
ended at abt 6plus.
then the 6 of us stayed and chitchat (((:
tons of laughter. talked to shaf and darlings too. heh.
they uber funneh larh! CHEERED ME UP LIKE CRAZY. and made me HIGH! x)
and darlings just cutted her hair :D i think i'll cut too. haa.
funness. we'll see (:
lalala. im going to call darlings. talk about retarded rubbishes..
ANYHOOS, new word i learn today from pretty babes! haa.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
HAA! the longest english word.
and we kept having difficult pronouncing it x) haha.
alrights. i gotta go.
TOODLES.
another word i learnt is...
im suffering from fatigue :(
SIAN. nights...

chinese new year

2007-02-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
chinese new year has been UBER FUNNN!
((:
visitations after visitations, chats after chats, majong sessions after majong sessions, whole lot of crap (:
the pass few days were just visiting.
yesterday, chu er people came to our house.
it has become a tradition actually. and its good to keep to this (:
so, yeh! many people were in our house.
but most of us were next door playing majong :X
feel kinda bad for not entertaining the guest. haa.
ohwells! majong is really addictive!
the night on chu er, just after everyone left, i went to bed.
lied down for less than 5mins.
a phone call came. haa!
and then Uncle Jimmy called us over for Majong :X
so our whole family went.
there was another family too.
and we played until 2 AM plus.
i kinda fell asleep on the sofa! haha.
anyhoos, kinda talk to the oh-so-dao han sha. haa.
my evil cousin. i dunno his english name. but he gave me his chinese name on my phone.
ohwells (: he's really evil. shant say what. haa.
yeh! it was an enjoyable night.
and today was fun but i was kinda tired already.
went for lunch at Uncle Lee Ming's house. big house :D whooo.
and they got a doggie. she's so energetic!
yehh. then ate so freaking full but still went to mummy's friend house for high tea/coffee/water.
LOL. had a great talk there.
but they serve us with more food.
i was about to explode larhh :D
haha.bound to put on weight ): boohoo.
but heck larh. ohwells! i got many things to say but rather lazy.
so i'll just end here.
toodles.

i wanna hit bullseye but i aint close!
CHEL, TRY HARDER!

our story begins

2007-02-18T09:12:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:
i've been rather lazy to blog.
heh.
anyhoos, today's gonna be a special day.
we've gotten on the dance floor.
and our dance has began :D
haha. yehhh.

okay (: back to my last few days.
friday, was a good girl. i stayed for tuitioral.
then went home. cant rmb what i did after that. haa.
and yesterday, sat, Chinese New Year Eve.
i went for bs at Bugis. then sissy came to meet me.
shopped (:
i got a baby dress top and a belt.
sissy got a pair of heels from Exodus! eee.
pretty. i choose it.
heh. but my belt was a cheapo belt :X couldnt find anything nicer.
and i got earing too (:
lol. my earing cost more then my belt. eeee.
heck larh! haa.
then walk like crazy with sissy cos she wanted a white skirt.
legs almost broke. but funn larh (: heh.
then came home, reunion dinner was fantastic!
then some chat, some played majong, some watch teevee.
haa. LOVELY FAMILY! (:
yehh! thats it. im going to get ready to bai nian.
blog more tonight.
toodles :D

18feb07.
our dance has began ((:

OUR SONG ((:

2007-02-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

Step Up

[Chorus]
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Verse 1]
Feel the rhythm of the beat, that's my heart
Cupid shot me with an arrow from the start
And you know that it's your loving that's got me trapped
Every time I try to leave, you bring me back

So much harder at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I want to wake up
And when I break up, it's only to make up

[Chorus]
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Bridge]
And when the symphony plays, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath, you grab my hand
Spin me around and right before I fall
You catch me and you say, baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

[Chorus]
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Verse 2]
And if we don't step up we'll lose our groove
So confused, don't know which way to move
Hold my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me baby I love you

You'll never get wet cause I'll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weather
If you step up, I'll step up, boy
'Cause I'm trying to be with you forever

[Chorus]
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we'll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

[Chorus] x2

we know its ours (:

my wonderful Valentines Day

2007-02-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
haa. its been rather long since i last blogged.
my week's been hectic and it still is.
we'll begin with Monday.
came to school, skipped chinese tuitioral and went home to sleep cos i was uber tired.
suppose to have tuition but i fell asleep and woke up at 8plus.
so, dint go ): dang! ohwells.
so i did some hw i think.
Tuesday. came to school, went home straight to get my stuffs for the PGA Project and then cabbed to Clar's house (:
did the project until 7plus i think.
then bus-ed to bestest house to complete the project.
had dinner and all..
then also did my Guides reflection thingy.
all in all, left bestest house at 12am plus. lol.
thank God daddy came to fetch me..
went home, did my stuff and slept abt 1plus i think.
was UBER tired ):
Wednesday, Hosting of the Jap students was SOOO UBER FUN! ((:
eeee. they're like SO PRETTY and CUTE!! x) - KAWAII.
my group had piggy and nerd!
piggy changed group :D yay! so we had our fun with those jap students.
i think our group had the prettier students and we were like most enthu.
esp in taking pictures. haha!
rocks. and its also Valentine's Day.
the sec2 juniors are so sweet. i was SOOO touched.
they bought roses for the sec4s.
others gave cookies and all..
all in all it cost them 63bucks for the roses, shared by 2 people.
EEEE! so sweet lahh :P
and i dint get them anything. haha!
so, after hosting the Jap students a whole day, we had lunch.
and then i pon tuitioral and PGA training too to go home and do hw :X
then went for dinner at a very glamourous place.
haha (: yumsyums.
then went home, did some sorting out of stuff and then yehhh...
and as i was getting confused with what i want, i was trying to do Lit hw.
i think it has turned out terrible! lol.
heck larh! =P
yupp. so anyhoos, in the process of getting things right now.
somehow i dunno what to do :X LALALA.
we'll see. toodles people. im lazy to blog already.
slept around 2am last night ):
and yahh.. i'll blog more tonight abt today! (:
loves.

2007-02-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
things are not turning out good ):
as much as i want it to be good.
its just so hard.
and i really fear for wrong things to happen.
what if its all a repeat of what had happened?
then i'd be just pointing a gun at myself..

ohwells. lets not bother about that now.
so, i spend my day really useless-ly ):
dint complete any hw. and i dont plan to apparently.
just dont have the mood to..
boohoo.
anyhoos, my Valentines Day plan kinda boring but i know i'd have at least SOME fun :D
school, then PGA training, then dinner at East Coast Park with darlings and our crush (which would be imaginary-as usual) haha! yehh.
we would always create storys with out ahems. lol.
and PROUD TO ANNOUNCE: JASON AND RACHEL IS OFFICIALLY DIVORCED (:
haha x) lalala. yehh. cant wait for Weds!
we'll see how things goes tmr.
hopefully it'll be good. feeling sleepy ):
NIGHTS PEOPLE!

i dont wanna screw things up ((:
peace maker. haa.

LAST CAMP WITH GUIDES

2007-02-11T14:31:00.000+08:00

dear diary.
my weekend which includes friday was SO MUCH FUN!
fasten your sit belts as i'd be getting real HIGH...
anyhoos, thursday was CRAP.
heh. i had tummyache all day and had to use the toilet 6 times.
i lost 2kg though.
but its just water loss. so in no time, i'll gain back my 2kg! ):
LOL.
anyhoos, after school, dint go tuitioral.
came home straight and rest.
friday, dint go to school.
morning, went to the poly clinic which took me 27years to be consulted.
haa. worst thing is my hp was about to flat!!
so, after seeing the doc, went home and slacked.
then went to school for photo taking.
haha. Shaf was sick too. so we had everything planned actually.
dont attend school, then go school for photo taking, skip tuitioral, then go for camp.
HAHAHA ((:
retarded kids. and Mr Quek (my form teacher, shaf's tuitioral teacher) saw us. "never come school still can come for photo taking ah?"
but he's very nice one (: phew..
so, anyhoos, after phototaking, went to canteen with shaf and planned the nightwalk a little more.
but we dint do much in the end....
i'll get to this later. HEEEEE ((((:
we stayed in the canteen until others finish their tuitioral also.
they came to find us.
and anyhoos, mar and darrion came to school to support fang.
she's happy with her results (:
thats good.
OHOHH! AND BESTEST BAH KUA SCORED SO WELL!!!
L1R4 EIGHT, L1R5 ELEVEN!
EEEEEEE. so proud of bahkua.
now i know why people say pigs are smart. he's a life example :D
haha. yehh! so camp started at 4.30pm.
i did testwork with shaf for sec1s, KIM'S game.
it was fun. impressive man. at the number of things they can rmb. haha.
and also, rebecca and clar did the test work on Guides Law and Promise.
gosh! MY SEC1 GUIDES ARE SUPER CUTE! eeeee.
so, after testwork for all levels, we had dinner opposite.
i ate meegoreng =D
then mummy called.
she reached my school already. so i ran back to school.
haha. the PGA guides parents must attend some tea session with my guides teacher (: yupp.
so, then after lunch, they had bathing time. the leaders went to listen to the talk as well.
haa. Ms Salaha told my mummy my hair has improved. but still needs improvement x)
BUT i've got no more spikes anyway. boohoo =P
so, after the tea session, we join back with the company.
and we had campfire without the fire.
LOL. it was basically song session (: sec2s host it. it was not bad.
haha.. then while they had their song session, the sec4s went to prepare the night walk :D
hee. it was super funny x) me and shaf played as ghost.
i wet myself and walked around scaring people by doing crazy stuff. haha.
then went to different stations to scare people even more.
especially the toilet. i was all wet, chasing ameera. people scream when the lights went off!
hahaha. ohh! the nightwalk made a sec1 cry i think =P
so silly :) but cute.
so, actually we had different stations and they had to find out who murdered manak.
was it her best friend Ayu, her mother or the cleaner.
yehhh! even though our planning sucked big time, and everyone dint know what to do.
it has turned out VERY WELL compared to other badges nightwalk.
i think ours was the MOST successful besides year 2003 batch.
they did it really well too.
after the whole night walk and briefing for the company.
many people took pics with the GHOST! :D we became popular x)
lol. then we had some leaders meeting.
and after that, showered and had our time of fun.
the company suppose to have lights out at 12am.
so we scolded those who were not in bed. like military training!
and ms tan told her to go to bed by 1am i think.
but then after we showered, we brought our bags down the hall!
pack slowly, chitchat, some of us did the testwork cos afternoon dint have time..
then slowly, 5 of them went to bed.
me, erbirnie and clar, stayed up playing Bingo until 3 plus i think x)
then we were so tired, we slept.
woke up at 6.40am and had some morning exercise and stuff like that.
breakfast opposite school (:
when we came back, we went to amazing race around the east area.
not that fun though.
haha. only lunch was fantastic. ate at Ikea (:
CHICKEN WING WAS YUMMY!
and pasta too.
after amazing race, went back to school.
then had song session and all.
me and nerd cab to service.
i fell asleep while standing ): crapp.
during the msg i was either half asleep or asleep. lol.
first time i sleep duing service. )): booo.
after that. just didnt have mood for cg fellowship.
so i went to meet NERD for dinner.
we had steamboat at the food court.
the double fish thing (: we need to feed ourselves after a hard day's work.
haha. and we just chat about everything in the world happily ((:
ANYHOOS, BIG NEWS FOR MYSELF!
i told darlings, shaf and nerd about him!
haha. i just needed to let it out (:
and me and nerd were just talking and we just love hanging out with the GirlGuiders :D
cos we love each other very much. haa. and they're so trustworthy and everything good..
its just really hard to describe our relationship between each other.
its sorta beyond friendship..
and our batch 2007 sec4s are REALLY UNITY! ((:
Ms Tan told us that even.
i think she place lots of hopes in us for PGA.
ohwells! WE LOVE GIRLGUIDES.
and we'll definately CRY on farewell. I AM SO CONFIDENT!
))))))))))))): booo.
so anyhoos, back to my day. haa.
around 9plus went home by bus (: bus card no money.
crappy. ohwells..
im pretty broke now ): but heck larh.
i enjoyed alot ((: heehee.
and then came home. i went to LALALAND almost immediately.
im tired now too.
TOODLES PEOPLE!!

VALENTINES IS COMING

quiz

2007-02-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

01] Is there someone who you like at
the moment?
perhaps (:

O2] Have you ever given or been given
roses?
YEH! i want more (:

O3] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
a true life lovestory (:

O4] How many times can you honestly
say you’ve been in love?
perhaps THREE (:

O5] Do you believe that everyone has a
soul-mate??
YEH! theres always someone destinated to be with you.
so why hurry? (:

O6] Do you think that you should be
friends first?
yes (: definately.

O7] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
YEH! MANY SCARS ON MY POOR HEART.
but it doesn hurt anymore.
tough heart i've got after those experience.

O8] What do you think about long-
distance relationship?
its alright (: just need lots of trust!

O9] Your thoughts on online
relationships??
childish!

1O] Would you rather date someone five
years older or younger?
i'd choose older (: but it doesnt really matter.

11] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
HAHA (: YEH. tons of them!
[bah kua, darlings, nerd, shaf, rachy, cupcake] not in order =D

12] Do you believe the
statement, “Once a cheater always a
cheater”?
nope.

13] How many kids do you want to have?
NONE =X PAIN!

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong
boy/girl or the right boy/girl?
SUPER WRONG GUY..

15] What is your favorite color(s)?
black, purple, and GREEN (new one)

16] What are your views on gay
marriage ?
hmm. no baby for them =X

17] Have you ever broken someones
heart?
yeh. but we broke each other's (: so fair and square =X

18] Imagine you’re 79 & your spouse
just died, would you re-marry?
never!

19] At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
dont remember. haha.

2O] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
MORE THAN WORDS. just the girl, life house-you and me, the calling- wherever you may go, at the beginning, come to me-jesse mccartney, colourblind ((:

but i dont intend to get married anyway.
HAA. ohwells. bored.

its all in the attidude

2007-02-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

dear diary,

i've got a story to tell.
title is : Its All About Your Attitude.
one morning, an old lady looked into the mirror.
she realised she had only 3 strands of hair.
she was going to the fish market then...
so she told herself," alright! i'll tie plaits today!"
and so, the day passed.
the next morning before she went to the fish market,
she looked into the mirror.
and she realised she had only 2 strands of hair.
so, she told herself," hmmm. alright! i shall have center parting today (:"
and so, the day passed.
the following morning,
she looked into the mirror before heading to the fishmarket.
she realised she had 1 strand of hair left.
so, she told herself,"i'll keep it simple and tie a ponytail!"
and so, the day went by..
the next morning when she looked into the mirror,
she realised she had no more hair.
so, she told herself," great! i can save all the trouble from doing my hair!"
and she went off to the market happily...

YEH! its all about your attitude today!
have you ever thought why some of you are consistantly feeling burdened, troubled, unhappy and all negative feelings.
whereas some people are just always so optimistic and happy?
again, its all about your attitude.
its the way you see things and the way you tackle your problems.
who in this imperfect world has no problems to face?
thats really very unreal!
but in my perspective of life, i think problems aint there to overcome us.
but they're there to be solved, to give us the challenge in our lifes.
it may sound like, oh! i knew all these.
but how many people still struggle with their problems? how many people want to give up even before trying?
MANY.
and i would like to work on these sweethearts so they wont be "losers" but they're persist to the very end (: thus, even if they failed to reach the finishing point, they could turn around and say," this is how far i've run! i've done my best!"

ANYHOOS,
ytd was great!
after school, went straight to church at Jurong.
mugged all the day till 6plus.
nothing got in seriously.
but i tried my best.
so then, had a splendid time of Prayer Meeting.
i can feel myself going up to the next level in terms of praying (:
yehh! it was superb.
i felt so strengthen after PM although i was tired physically.
but it dint affect my spritual being.
then waited and waited and waited for darrion to finish his talk.
till i got kinda tired. so i decided to leave first.
went home alone. im a loner =P
but hecked larh. anyway i was uberr sleepy!
so i slept in the train.
and i think i sleep walk home from the mrt station cos i was so tired.
i was trying to do FYS amaths in the train when my eyes shut!
so i kept everything and SLEEP. heh.
got home, i think i tried doing some more amaths.
then went to bed when nothing could go in.
TODAY. was good.
after school, rush to pick materials for PGA training today.
after picking, went for tuitioral.
when it ended, i went for training.
did fire lighting again..
okay! im just gonna be proud now...
i was the only ONE who completed the firelighting 'task'.
the task is to turf the ground, start a fire using punks, firewood and all. and boil water within 20mins.
yeh! my timing was really bad though, 18mins plus.
but considering i was first and the only one to do everything within 20mins.
i felt pretty glad ((:
praise God. even though teacher was bias =X
i tried turfing by doing 2 squares and 1 rectangle to get the hole,
then teacher told me i was too ambitious!
RAHHHH!
i am ambitious! but that's why i tend to be able to accomplish things i thought i couldnt. ohwells!
I HAVE A HUGE EGO! =X wheeee.
so, after training, leaders had our own meeting.
then darlings, shaf and pearle said they wanted to quit PGA.
))))))))):
cannot!! ugh.
annoying people =X hee. i mean, darlings like WAYYYYY smarter than i am.
and she freaking doesnt want to take part cos she says she cant cope.
and some STRANGER(herself) claims her to be STUPID and WEAK! HARHAR.
SHOOO STRANGER!! shooooo. =P haha. ohh! darling's my greatest enemy too (: but we love each other alot. weird people =) but who cares?
so, im like bugging darlings not to quit.
we havent even started a lot and she thinks she cannot make it! its KUKU. humph.
haa. yupp! so sweetest if you're reading this,
DONT QUIT! I'LL STAY BACK WITH YOU TO PRACTICE (:
PROMISE! and i'll support you all the way.
haha. yupp!
so, that's my lovely day for you.
ohh! thank God for guidance during my Amaths test this morning.
i think i could get a distinction. pretty easy though i dint mug much (:
yupp! thats all.
toodles.

if you fall, i'll pick you up.
if you cant get up, i'll piggyback you.
if i cant piggyback you, i'll just drag you.
if i really cant move on anymore,
i'll just stay put with you :D
I LOVE MY FRIEND DARLINGS! (:

well. nothing much

2007-02-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
i've got nothing better to do apparently.
just feel like ranting.
but theres nothing to rant about.
somehow. today's just a gloomy day.
and it was uber cold with the uber strong windS which kept making my skirt fly. rahh!
so, im just emo-ing now.
haha. listening to some Jay Chou music.
yeh (: i like his songs.
weird. but i think he's hot compared to other chinese singers.
but thats not the point.
the point is.. I WANT TO RANT ABOUT SOMETHING I CANNOT USE WORDS TO DESCRIBE!
hmmm. an expression will explain all.

:(

actually that izzit a good expression.
perhaps thats just the closest i can get to.
ohwells. rachy drew a sad face with a tear.
maybe that has influenced me =/ cos the face is still there. -.-"
blahblahblah.
whatever. i hate it when i have come to this emtionally state thingy. haa. makes me feel worthless in the society though i know im NOT.
but yehh. perhaps im sleepy now.
so brain cannot function well.
that explains why im spouting nonsense.
anyhoos, this week's quite busy.
tues-after school, COH, bs, prayer meeting
wed-after school, tuitioral, PGA trainning
thurs-tuitorial
friday-after school, tuitorial, orientation camp until sat ):

this means my only off day is thurs ): and today.
but i have tuitorial on both days too.
so makes no different.
AND, Richard Tan called me to inform me about the Drangon Boating training.
i think its gonna start soon, on sundays.
its to represent Geylang Serai.
Competition at the end of the year around Nov.
i think in no time i'll die ((:
lets just wait and see...
haha. toodles.

it cant go on

2007-02-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today aint such a happy day for rachy.
[not me. my sitting-beside-me-partner]
yehh! school was normal..
rachy was sad ): cos of zen.
quarrelled agian.
i was just thinking since its such a difficult relationship, why not just end it?
but it all rounds up to the word, LOVE.
they're a violent couple actually (:
as in they physically fight when they fight.
and scratches and bruises can be found on them.
its really hurting to me and to me i think its stupid to hurt the one you love.
especially with physical violence. its real stupid ):
but theres nothing i can do.
rachy cried ): booo. there was nothing much i can do just talk and console her.
and did foolish things to make her smile.
but yeh. i know shes still sad ):
and sadness can be influenced just like happiness.
so the day was just pretty dull..
after sch, went to pick firewood with clar and erbrinie.
then went for chinese tuitioral.
the teacher is annoying =P but nvm. i did my part in participating although i was also making some noise.
but ohwells.
then came home. very sleepy!
gonna take a nap now. toodles.

What's in a name?
That which we call a rose.
By any other word would smell as sweet (:

love is love. no matter how the one you love treats you or have hurt you, he/she is still your love.

haha.

2007-02-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

AH GONG PIGGG IS EVIL! BEWARE!

HIS NAME IS CATPIG!
BUT HE THINKS HE'S NOT A PIG.
HE IS TIMOTHY LEE PIG PIG!
YEH. THATS HIS FULL NAME (:
HE HAS A PIG FRIEND TOO. BUTA IS HIS NAME - edric.
BOTH ARE EVIL..
SO, YAHHHH.
THATS ALL FOR THIS PIG STORY.
IM FEELING PIGGISH MYSELF.
-falls deep into lalaland!-

a revelation

2007-02-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
its been a really fruitful day.
hearing problems from people,
helping them solve them.
encourage them and just ensure them everything's fine (:
yah. and i think i really made one of them feel much better.
he was brought down alot by a leader.
but yah ((: things are better now.
i hope he wont be too pessimistic.
just be happy!

so, today was pretty much quite slacky.
thank God i had the time to finish my hw.
somehow it seemed so much but yah. with the Lord, theres no limitations to time (:
its only nearing 12am.
WAIT! BAHHHHHHHH! its already 12am!
OKAYOKAY! im going off soon. heh.
just dont feel that sleepy today.
anyhoos, after the talk with mar and her last night, i've also sorta put a boundary to my heart.
like dont msg or talk on the phone too much with the opposit sex.
especially with people im not so close to as BUDDY kinda states.
and also when he's not so spiritual kinda thing..
yehh! i've made a stand so as not to send out the wrong msg to others (:
yup ((: great day today.
and im reading this book titled "Tuesdays with Morrie".
its a great book! i havent finish. a few more pages to go..
taught me lots of moral values and how we should not fear death..
yupp. so i'll end here. i've got lots to share.
so, till then peeps!
toodles.

tuesdays with Morrie.
i had lifesaving on tuesdays too.
tuesdays with Jason.
:XX
haa. just randomness.. ohwells!

released

2007-02-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
okay. been busy! heh.
so, i left off on weds.
thursday. school was the same.
cant rmb what i did.
had bio tuitioral and some TP sales thing after school. it was alright.
then i think i came home.
ohwells!
anyhoos, friday was tiring.
time table on fridays are really boring.
so, time crawled. then had amath tuitorial and cca.
we recruited sec1s into our company.
my sec1 patrol members are UBER CUTE.
i think i got the 2 best sec1s. the other is just fine =P
THANK GOD!
when i saw all of the sec1s.
i spotted them both and indeed they are in my patrol ((:
whooo.
but the programmed i planned dint work very well.
the sec1s, as usual were not participative. sian.
the leaders had to scream and scold them )): i feel bad cos afterall, its their first meeting.
but they kinda brought the whole spirit down. nvm..
so, after cca, went to service.
before service, mar spoke to me about some issues.
yehh! feel that it has to be solve.
but anyhoos, Pastor Ulf's message was great!
felt convicted cos the msg was SO MUCH for the two of us.
i feel that God is really speaking to me through him.
the msg was about releasing anger/hatred onto the Lord.
bless your enemies cos I AM BLESSED by my almighty DADDY in heaven.
yeh! it was REALLY GREAT!
then took bus home. 24 then 135.
was pretty sleepy by then. but was reflecting and all.
yehh.so when i got home, i slept after talking to cupcake for 1hr plus.

AND TODAY WAS SPLENDID!
got up at 12 exactly. haa.
had spegetti for lunch. spelled wrongly i know. but heck lar =P
then went for bs at 3.30pm.
after bs went for service.
lasted for a whole 3 and a half hours.
super long right? but it didnt feel long at all.
msg was about missionaries.
WHOOOOO. it is a challenge for the whole church to move up to the next level.
i can feel us going up and up and UP!
yehh. and after service ended, went for dinner and fellowship.
then had THE talk with fang with mar too (:
YEHH. we've confess everything.
talk things through and i feel really good now.
its as if a burden has just been taken off my shoulder..
i was such a fool to have thought that this talk wont be of any help.
haa. so everything was fine.
with the grace of God (: indeed if you release everything onto the Lord.
your heart will be set free and blessings will flow in abundantly.
so, i'll end this off here..

THANK YOU DADDY,
for releasing my heart.
i love you Daddy. and because of you, im blessed.
and because im blessed by You, i'll be a blessing to people too (:
i promise to change and be a 'women' of my word
-not commit this same mistake again.
i know my boundaries and i'll guard my heart.
i thank You for Your forgiveness, Your mercy and Your grace.
yehh! im gonna sleep soon Daddy. GOODNIGHT!

PACKED LIKE MAD.

2007-01-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
been really busy lately.
im beginning to fear about the commitments i have.
like dang! perhaps i was too over-confident.

anyhoos,
lets start from Sunday.
i cant rmb what i did.
but went for a quick shopping in the evening to get pumps and a belt to suit my dresses (:
then came home and tried to rush my hws.
monday was late for COH.
right. my programme plan needed changes.
so yah. had our meeting. a fruitful one.
and then left for assembly.
me and shaf ran to get the flags cos no one had the innitiative to get them!
ohwells.
school was alright. cant really rmb what i actually did.
after school. kinda pon-ed chinese tuitioral and went home.
did some maths hw. took me 2 hrs for like.. 3questions?
crappyness lah. but its okay! i went to sleep in the end. haa.
woke up in the night. heh. and then did the editing of my Programme Plan for this week's Guides Meeting.
im planning this week's activites.
whoo! gonna be fun x) lalala.
and tues was.. abit rushy.
after school, had COH again. haa.
we seem to have meeting every day. cos orientation camp is coming.
and we're just so packed!
plan and all, then finished and let school abt 5plus.
got home, did some hw i think then went swimming to relieve stress.
couldnt take it anymore.
came home teevee-d then did hw. but couldnt get anything right.
so i went to bed early.
today is another hectic day.
after school, had Eng tuitorials.
then rush for PGA training. did turfing and firelighting.
heh. im good at this (:
AIM TO BEAT EXSENIOR'S RECORD OF ABT 8 MINS i think.
haha. today's timing was horrendous!
i'll get next week's timing ((:
yupp! so got some scolding and all.
and MORE HOMEWORK for guides.
yeh. but im gonna take one step at a time.
and complete everything. i know i can and i will.
haa. YEH! but just that im really tired. physically that is.
its alright.. i must press on! (: no fear. no doubts.
haha. i feel more inspired now (: GREAT!
yehh. gonna get back to work..

even though i have many commitments,
i know i'll still prosper in all areas of my life.
i'll be the light that shins in my school, cca, at home and every where else!
im not at a disadvantage but of an advantage cos,
I CAN TAKE ON CHALLENGES (:
this is what life is all about!
toodles.

WHOOO. broke.

2007-01-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
back to school on friday.
it was alright. haa.
after school, had Leadership training.
i dint read the whole msg so i came in school U instead of Guides U. boo.
nvm (: outstanding =X
so, training was fun.
ended at 6pm, went shopping with piggy at Suntec!
yay. i love dresses!
that's our FAVOURITE shop! HAA. inside joke.
then went to TM about 9plus to meet mel and her church friends.
GUESS WHAT???
I SAW THE GUY WHOM COMPARED HEIGHT WITH ME DURING CAMP.
BUT. i still dunno his name and all.
crappy! he looked really good and dressed really well on fri.
so much better than during camp.
man.. what a coincidence right?
like a whole day, and piggy and me were late actually.
but i actually bump into him.. he waved.
i was shocked so process abit then wave back.
gosh! i was talking LOUDLY to fatty cos we happened to meet after their church thingy.
UNGLAM! ):
eeee. okay! this is such a big thing cos,
CHEL BELIEVES IN FATE..
it may sound nothing to readers but its like really coincidental. a day with 24hrs so many places to go but i just MEET HIM there and then!
thanks to Piggy who ask me to go tm with her :D
ohwells. im mad!
came home about 11.30 (: SLEEP.
sat was BUSY.
flag day for me.
me, rachy, pretty and nicole went together.
we walk to Bedok inter.
before that we slacked alot. HAA. ater breakfast and chat.
then we decided to do good. yup!
and then after that, i was so tired with the walking and all.
left early and went back to sch to return the tin.
then RUSH for cg with starts at 12.30.
i was there almost 1.30 =X
thank God made it in time for the MSG ((:
then after cg, cabbed to xiu's house for Prayer Meeting.
alrights. i prayed so bad then ):
and i keep thinking im in N303. lol.
after PM, cabbed to Expo. haa.
IM SUPEERRRRRR BROKE!
i have only 2.50 left in my wallet.
great! ): nvm. shopping and cabbing did make me happy. haa
then service was AWESOME!
Dr. A.R. Bernard! one of my favourite preacher.
his message is always so impactful.
was tired but enjoyed alot.
then fellowshipped a little and then went home.
got home, my day was spoiled by my uncle.
i was so pissed. WHATEVER! whats with the acting very big..
-.-"
HECK..
and why does everyone think my studies aint good?
just because im playful that means i cant be good in my studies lah?
WHATEVER ALRIGHT.
talking about this just spoils my mood.
SHOOOOO.
BYE!

eating day

2007-01-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
just today alone i think i can put on 2kg? ):
haa.
so, woke up around 10am.
then was rushing but i dunno what i did which took me long.
so i ended up having to take a cab to amk.
meet catpig. lol.
came down the house without the guitar =\
so went back up.
such a big thing i can forget. hmm. crap! =P
so anyhoos, went to macs.
did some hw there. and then ate BEEF burger (:
YUMMS. i love beef-y :D
then after mugging, went to play pool.
havent played long. so just anyhow whack =P
haa. then after pooling, went to eat AGAIN.
japanese food.
catpig played with his food. how childish =X
haa. then we left for Serangoon central.
pig gonna exercise! and i went home to.. catch my beauty sleep :D
haa. yupp! and here i am (:
YEHH. alrights. lazy to post these days.
but nvm. will post again soon.
TOODLES!

eee. dont misunderstand =\
i treat everyone the same. hmmm.
and i dont wanna hear explainations. i dont need to ((:

camp corri day 3

2007-01-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
title: camp corri day 3
alright. today did many things but it was more fun then the rest of the two days.
yeh! lazy to elaborate.
but it was fun (:
then finished early too.
some weird guy came comparing height with me.
hmmm. so intimidating when he came really close. weirds!
but he's cute. only 2cm taller than me..
hmm then me and rachy went to look around after it ended.
and came home to sleep cos i was super tired.
last night stay up till 4am taking to rat.
lols. yeh! thats about my day (: TOODLES!

we're getting there (: happy.
at least we somehow talk. i know you care and i care too.

camp corri day 2

2007-01-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
title: camp corri day 2
yeh! woke up and went to meet rachy at TP busstop.
hmmm. we had 2 super boring lectures in the morning.
but there was a break in between.
annoying thing was that there was no reception in the room ):
but certain position have. so i had a hard time msging.
but nvm! i did something else instead.
its wayy cool. yay! ((:
LALALA.
yeh! anyhoos, after lunch, some bus send us to Cinelisure to do some worksheet.
its quite crappy! but ohwells.
we slacked there in the end.
then came home and i fell asleep immediately. heh.
super tired. thank God we were release early today..
anyhow, sometimes people just go over board.
first, i dont like people hitting me.
or its more like i dont like you hitting me.
it disgust me alright!
and i dont believe in putting people down. so just SHOOO.
whats with the very crude? its not cool.
and the irony which lies in you is so obvious.
like when people make noise and you cant get them quiet you speak ill of them.
but look who's making the noise always!
ITS IRRITATING ME.
im getting annoying these days too.
complaining about every single thing.
SORRY TO READERS! just need to let off a bit.
you know... pmsing =X
HAA. but i still had lots of fun today.
laughing is my occupation :D esp with rachy around.
whooo! chel loves rachy. yehh.
alrights. thats abt all. TOODLES!
((:

camp corri day 1

2007-01-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
title: camp corri day 1 at TP
haa. today is a laughing day :D
yet super unglamourous.
so, report to school at 8.30am
man. we had to wear some black camp corri teeshirt with school skirt.
super ugly )):
ohwells. had lots of fun.
so, laughing session number 1 with rachy was when there was some tape sticking unto my shoe.
so i step on it with another foot and it sticked to the other shoe =ultra funny. then deen helped me.
but it sticked to her shoe too! LOL.
so nvm. i got ride of it and threw it in the bin.
hmmm. but when we were climbing the stair to dunno where.
i realised there was type still.
and then me and rachy laughed SO HARD we turned red. lol.
it was hilarious then. and i pluck it out my shoe and throw it in the bin.
heh.
and then we had some lame lecture which i almost fell asleep.
then we process to our classes and had some teaching about businessing (:
it was boring.
but me and rachy had our second laughing session there.
when Mr Wee wanted to knock the table but he knocked the air around it instead.
for many times he missed the table.
LAMENESS.
rachy laughed till she teared okay! x) LOL.
and the whole class was super slient.
only us doing weird actions trying to cover our laughter. haa.
then after lunch, we had games.
lots of games actually.
man.. im super proud of my group :D
we did the skipping with a group of 12 people FIFTHTEEN times.
its not as easy as it seems okay! :)
then we taught the other classmates to jump together.
and yeh! we did it with the rest of the class and i feel 4dash5 is so UNITY!
haa! yeh. thats the name Mr Wee gave us.
lame? yeh.. we are called FOUR DASH FIVE from now on.
then other games were great too.
although me and rachy dislike being sweaty and ugly we joined in and became real enthu :D
IM PROUD OF THE RACHELS TOO!
heh. this name so rock x)
and we were dismissed at abt 5.45pm i guess.
tmr has no out door activities i guess.. (:
i'd look glam. HURRAY..
gotta go (: loves..

grandma's soup tasted really great!
IM FULL OF JOY TONIGHT.
it was true laughter (:

the island

2007-01-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
alright. today was a quite boring day.
i got up and watch The Island, dvd.
it was like clones are created to save humans.
and these clones are very naive. they have a mindset of like a 15 year old.
they've never seen the outside world.
and all their memories are about the same. its was input into their brains.
and the company like lies to them.
they put them to death by "winning the lottery".
to them it was like a good thing because they think they were going to the island.
which in their image is somewhere beautiful.
but in fact, they were about to be operated for their organs and then put to death.
however, the 3rd generation had an extra "ability", human curiousity.
so, theres one guy he found out all the happenings by creeping to the medical section late at night and witness the deaths of those who won the lottery.
and so, he's got a good friend, a girl. and she won the lottery the evening before.
so the guy informed her and they fled.
and since they were so new to the human world, the show became pretty funny.
yupp. they had a lot to go through because people were trying to catch them.
in the end, they manage to shut down the system, killed the boss and gave the other clones freedom.
so the story went on.. it was good (:
im a little lazy to eleborate any further..
but summing up, i think life is really precious!
the boss of that company feels that clones are saving lifes. but they never considered the clone's life! its already considered murdering since those clones are made in the image of humans.
yupp! and of cos, the main characters found out what love was and they got together.
and it was funneh when they kissed.
the guy went ' i kinda like the tongue thing'. crappy =X
so, thats about it.
had an evening nap.
and here i am.
ohh! sis backed carrot cake [American style] with cheese topping.
UBER NICE. want some? x)
BOOHOO! im off. toodles.

my unlucky day

2007-01-21T13:04:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
title of post : JUST MY LUCK!
right. ytd was a super unlucky day.
got up pretty early.
wanted to be early for make up cg.
so, got ready, dressed pretty glam-ly (:
and left house.
took a bus to mrt station, 1st, missed my train!
had to wait 7 more mintues.
but i thought it was alright. i was still early.
so, happily went.. reached pasir ris.
waited for 21. i would be just in time if i'd had waited for bus 21.
but great! stupid brain made my legs run when i saw 358 =and i had to run unglamoursly to catch the bus.
thats 2nd!
ugh! and so, the bus went..
4th stop, i looked out the window, doesnt look any familiar..
crapp! i realised there was 2 types of 358!
haa. used to sent Janey home and we would take 358 =X ohwells.
so the bus i took went one round. and came back to pasir ris inter. thats the 3rd!
-.-" then i waited for 21 again and took it.
cgm was alright. its about cultural mandate and all.
it ended about 1pm?
then i letf with catpig to expo.
and 4th, having wear so nice, i had to walk in the rain across the overhead bridge.
crappy right? ):
then we realised that dorigo and mei yi had umbrella at the bus stop!
then catpig was so annoying =X
i was being annoying too though.
we made each other wetter.. and my aiming was good =X
ohwells. then the bus finally came after 27years.
and bus journey was REAL RETARDED! )):
booo. shall skip that! this all all considered the 5th!
so was at church early, about 1.40pm.
so slacked around and all and then fellowshipped with jia rong.
until bs, mar was quite late. 2.45 like that then start.
suppose to be 2pm. but i was happy (: so nvm.
but then i think we took too long on the first part. like 3pages in 1/2 an hour.
and i have another bs at 3.30 so we had to rush through the last 5-6 pages or so in 10mins.
skipped alot. but whatever! (:
FT1 with sister jo was superb.
i really like having bs with her. haa. she's fast but really good.
then service was alright. msg was quite long.
couldnt really concentrate cos i was quite sleepy..
anyway, before service i found out something.
she freaking lied. thank goodness Jacob sorta accidently asked why didnt you come?
then he also asked infront of her.
and she did her explaination. yahyah! i so believe.
i was fuming but i mean theres nothing i can do. so i did let it pass..
thats the 6th! and then after service carella got a real bad scolding from mar.
REAL BAD. she cried.
but it so wasnt her fault ): booo.
thanks to someone who just couldnt concentrate. wow wow!
whatever. such a nincompoop!
that sorta 7th.
BUT things got really better.
after service, yvette and friends and carella had lotsa fun.
we went to the airport to fellowship and we played rubbish stuff and laughed many many. heh.
and one bestest thing is, i met NERD in airport too.
like woaaah! she was dating =X nah. she was with her cgm too.
then after crapping alot and eating CHICKENS.
we left about 10pm.
took bus 24 home. change to 155.
was rotting in the bus. terrible! but hack lah.
anyway i dont see how my day can get any worst.
so in the bus, i was pissed but i feel uber happy too.
i mean i wont be upset to feed someone else's joy..
so heh. i was thinking of all the fun i had in the day. its MANY (: despite the unluckyness.
and you really so get on my nerves sometimes..
perhaps we really just cant clique in like i said huh?
yehh (: you had your fun the previous night but i had my fun last night..
booo. i'm being quite mean and annoying in this post.
but i dont care! man.. i tried to be nice.
maybe my way was just not talking to avoid any offensive words. but you had to always rub it in!
boohooo. such a B****!
im at the verge of spouting nonsense. shall stop HERE!
btw, after i came home last night, mum nagged abt my untidy room =X
thats 8th. and then i ate again. lol. then talked on the phone till about 1plus with cupcake.
and then went to bed :D
TOODLES!

~~i can be twice as mean!~~
~~get lost!~~

tp visit

2007-01-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
school was funny!
me, rachy and pretty [audrey] started writing many post-its!
HAA. thanks to me.
i was bored so i started writing.
and then it became a trend =D
had 2 bio spot test which i scored 1mark out of 5 for both test.
crappy!
anyway, after school, went to TP for some visitation thing.
it was not bad.
even though it was super crowded.
i hate crowded place. ugh!
and then it was so freaking hot.
but anyhoos, we had fun :D
then suppose to go shopping but im super shag.
so shopping shall be postpone. boo.
and tmr's Guides election must be sacrifice too ):
cos i cant afford to be late for cg..
we'll see. ohwells..
i havent decided if i wanted to go poly or jc.
BLAHBLAHBLAH. heck larh =P
i wanna take a break now.
toodles.

life is so fragile ):

getting slacky.

2007-01-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
im getting lazy to blog.
so i think i might just stop blogging.
we'll see.
so yesterday after school, came home and did a mess.
haa. was experimenting on colours with paint.
yah. screwed up everything and threw all my masterpieces away.
lol.
then we to meet Andy, Vette and her friends at Bugis.
Xiu then came along too.
ate dinner - DUCKY RICE! (: haa.
then all left except for xiu, andy and me.
then went to The Cathey to do birthday cards as planned.
did one there and i came home and do 1 more.
i think the first one is super nice.
but the second one abit not up to standard ):
sorry..
haa. we did the cards at Starbucks cos xiu got some meeting.
but she left early with some meeting ppl cos starbucks was too crowded.
so me and andy just stayed there and finish of the card.
i did some cutting for my guides board as well.
did until around 9plus. then bus-ed home.
lol. BROWN PAPER was left on the floor of starbucks even after having reminded andy to remind me.
nvm. i went to get it afterwards.
came home, did one hw, laid on bed.
couldnt sleep.
got up, did the second card as i've said until 1plus.
fell asleep as soon as my head touch the pillow.
school was alright today..
somehow i get really annoyed with my chinese teacher.
she doesnt respond to us.
so i had to scream scream and scream! madness.
and then was just quite restless.
its been like that these days..
ohwells. that all. im quite worned out.
gonna catch out with sleep.. nights!
ohoh! im kinda super packed on sat =\ i dunno ho to manage.. ugh!
i have to go for Colour Party election for Guides Thinking Day.
haa. to hold the flag and march in as a contingent if im not wrong.
it starts at 9am. but i dunno what time it ends.
and im going for make up cg at 11.30 and pasir ris.
the election is at Bishan =after cg going to church to have bs. 2 lessons. and another lesson after service to finish up my book.
so i can start new class next week with jo.
crappy! whatever..

i need my beauty sleep!

great

2007-01-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
you're rotting (:
haa.
been busy lately so yah.
i'll start with sunday now.
went for breakfast at Kallang Macs with family and grandma (:
haa. random right? but cools. heh.
then afternoon.
despite the rain, went to sentosa to fellowship with w312.
it was a great fellowship (:
then came home and finish up some hw and off i went to bed.
ytd's sch was tiring.
came home straight for a nap.
and then mugged a little in the night.
today's even worst. time crawled throughout the day.
i was so sleepy but i havent slept in any lessons still :D
skipped Amaths test cos i passed it at the EOY exam. heh.
only 2 people passed from my class.
this shows how brillant i am =X haa.
whatever!
anyhoos, gotta rush many hw.
and this week's hectic! ):
gotta re-decorate the guides board and then perhaps design guidestee.
and if i have time. will be helping with the design for class tee.
yupp! gonna eat pizza now.
toodles!

THERE IS CHEMISTRY BETWEEN US (:
we's more than just friend.
yet less than lovers.
i love being around you.
just that we create lots of misunderstanding to others ): why cant they understand? ohwells.

delirious

2007-01-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
DELIRIOUS CAME TO CHC TODAY! (:
presense of God was SO THERE during praise and worship.
i so enjoyed service!
i hecked cared every other stuff and had my fun.
man.. DELIRIOUS is like my favourite Christian Band :D
I LOVEE THEIR SONG.
i want their cd. hmm. soon i guess?
ohwells.
so today i meet Andy at Aljunied mrt at 2.20pm.
he's early, again!
yeh. haa. oh! and i dressed super unnice x) haa.
just plain teeshirt and pants. boohoo!
Delirious came and i dress like that? crappy. but i was lazy to dress up =heh. so had bs before service.
thought that the msg was really what i needed.
optimistic mindset and stuff like that (:
yupp.. and then service was quite long but good.
and after service, fellowshipped awhile.
wasnt much in the mood cos of certain things..-you fooled me!
and also i think i accidently made someone's day worst.
but it wasnt on purpose. sorry! (:
OHWELLS! that's my day for you.
a balance of happiness and ungladness.
so it pretty alright (: toodles.
i think tmr's gonna be better. GOODNIGHT!

WHOOO.
PEOPLE WITH BRACES LOOKS CUTER (:
HAA. alright. that includes YVETTE :D

less fear..

2007-01-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
i dint attend school today as well.
went to the doc in the late morning to get MC.
okay.
since its another doc and he told me about the same as the first doc,
im beginning to believe that i'll have to go for the surgery.
dont really like people to know.
but nvm. not many people read my bloggie anyway.
(:
so, its something like Cyst in my vocal thingy.
yupp! and it will affect my ahem - period.
and yah. it hasnt come.. ugh!
anyhoos, honestly, kinda scared...
so many thoughts come crashing on me.
what if my voice disappears?
and i'd have an ugly scar on my neck if i had to do that surgery..
this totally shucks!
I NEED A MIRACLE..
anyhoos, after the doc, went to Catpig's house.
it was enjoyable.. haa.
well, at least i had fun getting suai constantly by catpig. evil (:
man.. he's got lots of computer knowledge.
im trying to learn. erm.. yah. learn to hack. haa.
but he wouldnt teach me..
nvm. i'll learn someday..
haa. yupp! then came home around 8.30. had dinner.
then watch teevee till 11pm.
and here i am.
so, gonna sleep early tonight. cos im tired!
NIGHTS.

miracles happen!

how precious life is..

2007-01-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
LIFE IS PRECIOUS!
alright..
so, i went to school today.
was super terrified after i realised something.
then after school, went to Bedok to eat with rachy lee (:
( okay. she's rachy and im chel. and we make up rachel )
lol. whatever. no joking post!
then she went with me to the PolyClinic.
dang! i hate it when something's wrong with my health.
and i hate it when i get sick. or whatsoever!
the queue was faster than the one near my place.
but anyhoos, the doc checked me.
then he said some chiem word. and i had to be so curious to ask what it is..
and he told me the many different kinds of possibility.
ranging from the the lest serious to the worst.
and he refered me to CGH.
an apointment soon. yehh ):
i think i'd just run away or something. heh. i wouldnt dare let them cut me.
ohwells! i was looking up on the web to find out what that chiem word meant.
and right.. the systoms were about the same.
and i thought i was shivering when i told mama what the doc said.
i dint exactly told her the whole thing though.
i dint dare to say i guess..
then later she called me when i was in the bus and then ask if i wanted anything.
so i said, buy fish?
cook fish porridge for me..
as far as i am concern, i cried.
cos im so scared! i dont know what's going to happen next...

i'll live today as if i'd die tomorrow...

feeling sick ):

2007-01-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
i've been eating my super uber bitter medicine.
but it doesnt seem to be working.
weirdness. maybe i'll eat double portion tonight? so i'll recieve double healing =X
haa. whatever!
just these 2 days, i've been rotting at home.
at the verge of decomposition already. haa.
and before you know it, i'd have vanished. -POOF-
ohwells..
so, i was just thinking life as a college student.
i think it'd be real fun (:
if i get into SAJC with erbirnie, darlings, shaf, nerd...
the whole school will just revolve around US x) haa.
so i just have to pass the BIG O and move on..
life's full of setbacks. but i know and i know, that i'll make it to the finishing point.
anyway, its not the falling-down that makes one look as if he has tried alot.
but its the way he picks up after a fall.
whether he becomes stronger or weaker determines his courage.
so i was just thinking, people shouldnt put a burden on themselves for past failures.
least they would only be failures themselves.
they should pick up from where they are now and start afresh (:
some of us havent even lived a quarter of our lifes and they're thinking of giving up.
give up? c'mon! we've just started the race.. ((:
let's see who gets to the finishing point first. the place of success!

perseverance is the key to success!

i love school

2007-01-10T08:43:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
im not in school again ):
i wanna go but my human alarm clock-mummy dint set the alarm.
and my hp dint ring.
so i decided to take another day break.
tmr i'd be PUMPED UP for school.
feeling much better now.
just a slight headache only.
lalala.
SORRY FOR MY BAD ATTITUDE YESTERDAY! ((:
i dint have evil intention.
just get easily pissed when im not well. boo :D
anyhoos, the medicine the doc gave me is extremely bitter.
YUCKY! ohwells..
i overcomed it with candies! (:
haa. btw, moos said something really touching ytd.
she was like.. thanks ngky-my nick x) you're still the closest to me despite the distance. thats why you notice..."
awww. haa.
i think im observant to people around me.
thats good i suppose. just that i can see through people too easily sometimes.
nerd told me its scary. lalala!
whatever x)
alrights. im gonna get going.
sleep. boredboredbored.
haa.

sick

2007-01-09T09:31:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
im not at school now. sick ):
my head hurts so badly i was up almost all night i guess.
annoying!
when i want to go to school, this happens =\ crap lah.
anyhoos, yesterday was alright. school was fine.
then after school came home. i missed my stop..
and i felt weird in the bus =\ when i came home, i slept non-stop..
woke up and felt moody.
and apprently, mum's angry with me. ohwells!
then i wanted to sleep early but Yvette called me (: so we talked for abt an hour.
yehh. after we put down, i went to sleep immediately.
i feel pissed now. boohoo.
TOODLES!
gonna see the doctor myself. ugh!

twins

2007-01-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
im sleepy already.
yesterday had tuition.
but im changing tuitior already (: haa.
next week new one.
after tuition, went for service.
had half of bs lesson. lol.
so, first service of the year was great!
praise and worship was LONGG (:
then when home abt 10.
suppose to have dinner with him but i told him i just finish church and was at expo.
so he told me to stay! ): crap. ohwells..
and today went for fellowshipping at Briana's house (:
it was great! had lotsa funn..
played lots and also had bs (:
then dinner was at KFC. then went to the night bazaar..
saw lots of cute stuff. haa.
many people went today. mar, andy, fang, darrion, jacob, briana, carella, jia rong and alan.
its considered quite alot for a last minute outing. haa.
but hmmm. some stuff happened which i dint really like.
but nvm (: hope you stop it. dont call me that. blahblahblah..
yup. and im home at abt 11 plus.
in the train he called to return me the cert if i was home.
but i wasnt. and i wasnt really thrilled..
ohwells. cant be bothered anymore. im tired! x)
gonna sleep. nights (:

pressured

2007-01-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
school was alright. but i felt sleepy in class..
still, i havent slept in any lessons since school reopen.
-applaus-
haa. and guess what? i went to school around 9pm today.
cos my eyes were swallon ): boohoo.
but im alright already. God heals..
and sec1 orientation was a success.
but the number of people who signed up were so much fewer than last year.
haa. before cca, we melted the choc, it turned out TERRIBLE! x)
but we still ate everything ourselves with marshmallow. yumms.
after cca, had dinner with nerd, shaf and darlings.. had lotsa fun and laughter (:
we were talking about THE BIG O!
ughh. im getting so afraid of the Os.
i mean, i hecked cared all kinds of Exams previously..
but now, i feel the pressure to score well.
really, i havent felt any more serious about school work than now.
its making me feel weird and pretty much stressed up ):
now i have to set my piorities right.. God and then its the BIG Os already..
and my motivation to study is : SAJC - math and science stream ((:
that is like 9 points if im not wrong..
Eng - B3
Amath - A1
Emath - A1
SS/GG - A2
Lit - A2
Combine Science - A1
that's already 10points ): ugh! WHATEVER..
im going off to read my Lit Book. TOODLES!

~~im getting all stressed up! how can i? ): weird..~~

anyhoos, haa. tmr will be meeting Jason for dinner (: but having set my piorities.. somehow it doesnt thrill me that much.. even my tone of msging has kinda changed. i can feel it.. so, ohwells! toodles.

i cant read his mind

2007-01-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
IM SUPER DUPER UBER HAPPY TODAY (:
school was great!
though all the teacher come and stress us about the BIG O.
but even Ms Lim was.. nice?
haa. i mean.. she's so fierce (known for the most fierce teacher) but still, she was so funneh today.
we were having SS. and then she was talking about education and all.
then she gave us a News article.
it was about ppl being so poor they cant afford education.
then after talking about it, she began saying we're very fortunate.
so every hw we get is a privilage. and we must be very thankful for it.
and after she handed us a hw, she was like.. what must you say? and the whole class when THANK YOU! lol.
its very hilarious. but it doesnt sound as thrilling here. ohwells! (: SCHOOL'S AWESOME!
me and rachy did our hw. so we were like so enthu for classes.
wheee. LALALA!
and i went to help up Jason as a victim for Cassandra's lifesaving exam.
haa. he wasnt there though cos he had classes. then as soon as they finished the practical, i went off.
cos im pretty tired and tmr's Orientation.
OHOH! miraculously, i've finished it. THANK GOD. with the help of others of cos (:
okok. back to today.. then after that, went to NTUC buy biscuits (: im in love with Julie's Peanut Biscuits. its cheap too. haa. fell in love with it since CIP. blahblah.
so, was walking home.. then going to reach my house downstairs, i missed a call from Jason.
well. eariler the after i missed his call too..
so i was holding my phone. and it started vibrating..
to my horror... HAA! ms tan called me! =\ for the presentation thing.
she couldnt open the file cos it was way too HUGE.
then she starting tell me whats gonna happen tmr and all.
i was shivering man. talking to her is such a pressurizing thing. haa.
but alright. after that came home.
and he called again (: haa. im gonna blog what we said here. so i'll rmb next time x)
cos its in speech form, not msg =P haa.
so, he was just asking where i was..
then yah, im home. then he was like so early?
i said after practical i came back already. cos busy =P - i really am..
then he was like, he'll owe me a treat since i went to help up.
of cos i said.. okkkeehhh xD
then he asked if i got my cert yet. of cos not! lols.
then he said he'll drop by my house to pass it to me LATER..
i said not neccessary, i'll got swimming someday and i'll collect from him.
but he says its on the way (: so alrights...
i'll be seeing him later :D
anyhoos, a point i like about him on the phone is that, he doesnt speak quickly on the phone even if he's in a rush kinda thing (he's patient and like.. shows interest), he ALWAYS put down last, and.. i just like his voice? =X whatever.. -SMACK MYSELF BACK TO REALITY-
haa. thats my day. toodles..

when i totally kept no contact with you and breaking free from this stupid wishful thinking of my.
here you come again..
haa. but im happy (:

my role

2007-01-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
GOING TO SCHOOL AS A SEC4 IS AWESOME!!
man. i so love school now.
how i wish time would just PAUSE right NOW..
ohwells. what a wish?
anyhoos, lessons were funky? haa.
after school went opp sch to our agency with the COOL PEOPLE but it was so crowded..
then we went market but my porridge stall was close )):
i had the craving for that porridge since sch close?
booo. ohwells! nvm.. we'll nv run out of place to have FUN!
so we cabbed down to the Airport.
had our lunch there. it was hell lots of laughter.
esp when a old man sang what me and shaf sang..
"we wish you love, we wish you light, we wish you colours soft and bright...."
HAA! inside joke..
yehh! super crappy! we laughed so hard out stomachs hurt like crap.
so, anyhoos, im Cinderachel, Shaf is.. HAA! SHREK-FIQAH!
super hilarious.. after we were finding a nick for Nerd, Darlings and Teh-Tarak..
we saw a picture of a frog which says Prince on a pillar at T2 =our laughter was roaring! lols.
i'll upload that pictures soon.
yupp. then we went seperate ways.. i took 36 to Park Way.
needed to buy something from MPH. yeh.
then after that i sat at the busstop for ages. thinking there was bus 155.
but somehow i suddenly forgotten i could only take 135!
and like about THREE 135s passed me already =\ RAHHH. haa.
ohwells. thats my ECSTATIC day for you. loves..

i play different roles at different places..
in my guides girlfriends, they make me happy. we share everything in the world.
at home, its happiness unspoken. but it can be felt.
in church, its more of i try and make ppl happy.
in school, i've a women of great power. HAA! as in holds like a leadership role thingy.
in church, im a tiny fly. so green to everything.
at home, i almost get everything i ask for.

sometimes, one just have to know how to compromise and learn from others.
its not always about leading but also about following.
just that somehow i dont see why i dont feel the family warmth thingy places where i should feel more than at any other occasions. its weird isnt it? i see myself laugh and smile more with my girlfriends than any other people around.. so i kinda plan not to waste my time on unneccessary people who doesnt care/appreciate my presence (: BAHHWAAWAA!

NERD IS SUPER HAPPY I KNOW :D she is progressing..
SHAF IS HAPPY I GUESS? just that she doesnt know how to grap opportunities. lols.
TEH-TERAK IS DOING FINE. she has found someone else. - dont care about that jerk! two-timer.
DARLINGS AND I are free. haa. we have each other ((:

LOVES!
ITS OUT SWEET SIXTEEN!

so much for trying

2007-01-02T23:49:00.001+08:00

dear diary,
i recieve last notifications saying that i have to let ms tan see the presentation thing tmr.
so i started panicing! but ohwells. i decided not to complete it.
just HECK LAR..
then was pretty down and all..
until nerd shared some of her joy with me..
haa. we'll be seeing each other tmr.
how wonderful is that? ((:
but still, i havent done my homework.
but life goes on..
YAH. crappy night. ohwells! NIGHTS..

when you share your joy with another, it becomes double happiness. when you share your sorrows, it becomes half the sadness (: WHEEE.

so much for trying

2007-01-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

school reopens

2007-01-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
school opens tmr.
its fast huh? as for me, i think im quite dead.
haa. havent done lots of stuff..
but nvm..
im gonna continue packing my room now.
lols. its been days and i havent finish packing.
ITS IN A BIG MESS!
btw, im thinking of keeping a fishy.
but i want one that doesnt need a oxygen tank, doesnt poopoo too much and doesnt grow too big.
haa. yupps! i'll see if i can find one soon (:
toodles..

darlings has many new targets, no more pinkie! (: she has RAINBOW [7people]
as for me, im tooking for 27 =X lols. kidding.
we both just love each other.. AWWW!
haa.

a new beginning

2007-01-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Santa hasnt drop me my present.
so i guess he's gonna grant my 'O' level wish (:
im gonna work so hard this year to get into SAJC.
actually i havent really decided what school to go or what course to take.
i'll just study hard ((:
yupp.
anyhoos, just finish some prayers for grandaddy's one year death aniiversary..
i can clearly rmbed all that happened.
sometimes i think if i had learn First Aid earlier, i could have save him.
cos if i did CPR until the ambulance came,
it will help ALOT. the cells and all take 10mins to die.
and the freaking ambulance comes in like 10mins? ): ughh.
not blamming anyone but i just miss him..
he bought me my BIG POOH BEAR when i bugged my mum to buy and she wouldnt buy in P4 i think.
wherever he is, i hope he misses us alot.. =:(
ohwells! new year didnt start off too well.
dinner was at Nicky's place, bbq.
it was fantastic! ate LOTS and played lots too.
man.. Nicky has grown so much more mature (: he's gonna be a great person in future.
haa. though he's playful and curious always.. silly huh?
yupp. then i wanted to meet w312 for countdown..
so i left around 11pm to esplanade..
got there, called almost ALL of them, i think theres no reception.
so none of the phone lines got through except for darrion whom i called last..
then he dint tell me where exactly he is, so i couldnt find them.
i got so pissed i decided to just watch the fireworks myself..
it was beautiful..
but i was kinda still fuming. so heck larh..
after it was over i just started walking off.
all i wanted was to get home right away. i could have watch it at home too.
i think i would have enjoyed it MUCH MORE!
ughh. so i was so pissed that i walked all the way to Kallang station from esplanade.
i saw concourse and started following the bus stop bus100 goes (:
by that time i was alright already. haa.
cos darlings, nerd and shuffle made me happy (: esp darlings..
but my legs were hurting so much.
so i took a train home from there but still, had to walk home =P
ohwells. then i watched teevee and went to bed.
had toothache again so couldnt really sleep but i was so tired i fell asleep..
thats my new year's day for you (:
take care guys out there. have a blessed 2007!
loves. toodles..

TREASURE THOSE AROUND YOU.
DONT REGRET NOT DOING ANYTHING AFTER THEY'RE GONE..
i miss ah gong.
i miss him calling me "chao baby" and "naughty baby" - smelly baby?
):

dear santa..

2006-12-31T02:10:00.000+08:00

dear santa,
i hope it isnt too late?
12 days of Christmas hasnt ended.
and this year's Christmas was a quiet one ):
i know i haven't been a totally good girl,
but will you drop me a present this year?
i will leave my rubbish chute door open if you are.
you see, i live on the 19th floor and as far as I know,
the rubbish chute is the only secret way up that is big enough for you to climb up, no offence! (:
or if you want to save the trouble,
you can grant me this wish of mine - please let me get good grades for my O's.
i'll forsake my next year's Christmas present as well.
Santa, can you hear me?
i heard that Santa's house recieves mails addressed to Santa even if they are without stamps.
hmmm. hope the elves also read blogs (:

love your girl,
rachel.

stop it.

2006-12-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
i just came back from a joy ride with dad, mum, grandma and grandma's sister (:
it was real enjoyable..
anyhoos, i continued packing my super messy room today.
its in a MESS! =and i think its useless to pack cos in less then a month it will be back to square one.
but nvm! i still wanna pack (:
throw away lots of rubbish.
and i found my Primary school diary.
man.. i was such an idiot. haha! wrote so childish stuff..
like what i did in school and PSLE oral i was so scary.
WHEEE. i love my childhood.
yehh. then rushed for service. wasnt late =X
its the last service for this year.
guess it couldnt have been any better (: haa.
then fellowshipped awhile.
and left around 9.15pm.
in the cab, mum called.
she asked if i wanna go for a joy ride with ahma and lao yi.
so they picked me up from our house. haa.
cos they kinda left house already. but they turned around.
and there we go..
went to orchard, esplanade and around town..
then went to buy supper and then off to wash car.
haa. grandma was so impressed by the washing car (:
and she got a shock when the people splash water on the glass..
cos for a moment, she thought the water would be splash on her..
heh. hilarious :D we had a great time.
then came home and had supper.
and here i am again..
just found out a new couple together, previously from church.
but they dont wish to be reveal (:
so all the bestest to you guys..
thats it tonight. toodles!

RANTS:
i thought you said its forgotten? what's with the sarcasiam? yeh. i was almost late.. but quit picking on me. and if you dont like my cupcake, could you just keep the comments to yourself? perhaps becuase rachel made it so it's dirty huh? that was the word you used in front of like.. everyone? you dont have to show how much you detest me right? if you're trying to convince someone certain things.. this shows how little faith you have in him. ohwells! could you just ignore me? i havent talked to you unless you do.. so, let's make PEACE by keeping slient :D

whoolala! forgot to add on ytd. after dnd, went to the toilet (: HAA. super hilarious.. we were all acting drunk and crazy =P then yvette bang the door cos shu lian was inside and then the lock broke =D HAHAA. we laughed till our lungs almost came out.. haha! MACHO SIA?! (:

YEHH! (: thats about all my rants. sorry for the first rant. but i WAS really pissed just now.
yedayedayeda! take care.
loves.

2006-12-30T11:16:00.000+08:00

morning diary,
im early today..
actually not really! i woke up at 11am.
and now, im eating Katong Laksa at 11.15am (:
num and dad bought for us.
anyhoos, i cancelled tuition cos i couldnt finish my work.
haa. i would do if i understood.
but ohwells..
hmmm. school's gonna reopen in like 3 days.
and im a SEC4 (:
yeh.. life's gonna be so packed during the 1st Sem.
cos Guides has MANY activities for the seniors to plan..
and some of us are going for PGA! yay but also boo.
will pray hard for better time management..
and thats all. i'll bloggy tonight..
btw, my puffy hair is gone =P haa.
at the stoke of Midnight, Cinderachel became unglamourous.
crap! whatever.
toodles.

DnD

2006-12-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
last night was hell.
my toothache was so bad that i teared without knowing.
so its not considered. i havent broken my promise to myself..
but today was awesome!
woke up and rush my hw.
thank God i've completed ONE WHOLE HW (:
then went to PS in my sorta pyajamas =X
haa. as in what i wore to sleep. heh.
cos i was too lazy to change.
but i aint smelly arh :D
btw, it was a pull over cos it was cold in the night..
BUT it turned out so hot outside ): crapp.
so, went there to buy a skirt from Ebase. 69bucks but was on offer..
im broke. yupp! i opened my coinbox.
as in CUT OPEN )): cos i made it with corn starch and tissue.
now its left with about 20bucks only =\ ughh.
ohwells.. then came home, i too CUT my skirt.
cos it was long and weird. haha.
but after cutting i realised that one part is TOO SHORT..
gaga. but no choice. cos everything's last min.
then did my hair.. it's puffy. haa. whatever!
hmm.. then left house.
so retarded. wear so glam then take BUS =nvm. dnd was held at YMCA.
it was wonderful! had tonnes of fun.
its considered as thanksgiving cgm i think.
yehhh. after everything which ended about 11pm.
i was so close to having dinner with Jason.
but sooner than i know, i was already home. ohwells. nvm..

in my opinion :
hottest girl award: merilyn
sexiest girl award: the girl that wore black dress - one of the dancer.
coolest girl award: merilyn
glamest girl award: prisca
most unexpected to wear a dress award: kezia

HAA. i can go on and on..
basically, everyone looked so stunning :D
esp the girls. cos we get to dress up more with make-ups and stuff i guess?
yupps. whatever.. i had a good time but still i dont like such events.
lalala. gonna have an early night. till tmr.

THANKS NERD! YEH. I THINK I WAS SHINNING FROM WHERE I WAS STANDING.
WE SHINN. LOVES!

hmm.. i dont see what i see in you? =\
its been 7months! THIS CANT GO ON..
dang! ERASE YOU OFF ME - PASS ME A SUPER DUPER BIG ERASER!

helping the needy

2006-12-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today's awesome!
haa. i went to do cip again (:
kinda feel that, the elderly plays a significant role towards Singapore.
yet they are abandon ): they really deserve our help.
so, after helping up and all, went to catch a movie with erbirnie.
Death Note.
it was not that fantastic after all..
kill kill kill.. sacrifice one life for another.
yup! but okay lar. i thought the main characters - the Kira couple..
they were pretty lovely together. haa.
and that girl's really cute. lol.
ohwells. the holiday is better though.
so now im home and im gotta rush for homework again.
i never seem to be doing anything even though i've been saying it for a long time.
haa. IM STARTING NOW!
goodbye.

how fated?
i just got the letter you coincidentally typed while helping up with church..

mind's cafe

2006-12-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

hey diary,
today was kinda good (:
well, as i've said, i packed my room in the morning..
then i went to mind's cafe to play games..
played until 6pm.
then we went to ps to eat. i walked around with erm...
i forgot her name =X
will check my phone later. someone nice that is.
then after that, went home..
got home pretty early. about 8.30.
ohwells! then watch my pliot show.
and later gonna do some homework and pack my room.
thats it for today (: toodles.

you yuan wu fen.

memories.

2006-12-27T13:34:00.000+08:00

diary,
i was just packing my room,
last night and this morning..
gosh! i found so much of my past.
and it really surprise me how romantic i was as a boyfriend =X
haha. i could have easily been a better boyfriend then any other guys.
and my girlfriend was very sweet too. haa (:
just that i think she detest me now..
ohwells! we once shared so much together for over 9months.
it was one great scar left behind..
and i still keep the memories we shared.
i mean, its just part of my life anyway ..
blahblahblah. im super straight now :D
and i finally threw away some things kept from SEC1. (something janelle gave)
lol. crappy! hope no one from school is reading this. its darn pai sei..
who cares? (:
haa. but im still confused at the words i could say when i was in 'love'.
its really so sweet. gosh!
i mean WE were really so sweet.. the little things we do and all..
perhaps its why i cant really be a "proper girl"? cos i was a butch for more than a year..
haa. i've become soo...... zhu dong.
yah. and come to think of it, its weird and annoying =P BAHHH.
ohwells. i'll change. i'll change ((:
after sec4 that is.. haa.
alrights so anyhoos,
here's something wrote for her last time :

i never thought i'd ever learn to love,
the way simple lovers do.
i always believed it was impossible.
yet i found myseld so in love with you.
now i know exactly what love truely is
and you are my reason why;
you convinced me to let you in my soul...
and you promised you would never lie.
i have learned to cherish and trust you,
in a way i never had before.
and if anything were everto happen,
my love,
i think i would only love you more.
i fought my feelings along the way,
but in the end it remains still true-
i have finally found my love in life.
just like you always knew.
if you told me once, you told me twice,
just how beautiful love could be.
yet i never realised until now,
that you were speaking of you and me.
you have brought me such happiness,
it takes all my sadness away.
and with my endless loyalty
i will so lovingly repay.
you are my love in life.
this i will never forget.
you are the love of my life,
this i knew from the moment we met.

HAHA! (: irony is, we did fall in love or at least just had feelings for each other when we met.
LALALA! alrights about the past.. i treasure it. and now, we'll just MOVE ALONG ((:

爱一个人不一定要得到他，默默地爱着他也不是错的！若有人问你问你为何要爱他？你就说，“因为我也需要有一个能够永远守护我的人”。

short and sweet

2006-12-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

no more draggy post for now.
its freezing here and my fingers are almost numb.
YUP. and as you can see, i've changed my blogskin to something less complicating.
and posting will more or less be short and sweet (:

TODAY :
woke up late.
so took cabby to Toa Payoh ):
did CIP for 5hrs until 3.30pm.
going to complete 20hrs soon. hurray?
PGA here we come!
then went for a movie, theHOLIDAY.
its nice. Jude Law, he's such a hottie (:
and Cameron Diaz is so beautiful..
yeh. movie ended about 6plus 7.
was suppose to meet Andy and Xiu but i was tired and all, so i came home.
had dinner again then here i am..
this week's the last week of hols and im getting pissed easily cos i've got many things to do.
sorry to everyone i've lose temper at (:

my week's schedule :
today - CIP and movie
weds - fellowshipping with w312 and sister sujia's cg
thurs - CIP
fri - homework marathon.
sat - tuition and service
sun - guides gathering ; steamboat/bbq :D

let's start all over again.
no fears, no tears.
no promises, no lies.

CHRISTMAS

2006-12-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS (:

i've got nothing much to say.

i've made my blog more simple.

no more taggies and link. just me and my life (: sounds anti-social but im not.

pretty much just want this to be a diary.

whether people read it anot, i dont really care..

YUP! so its CHRISTMAS.

a year just went by..

went for countdown last night, it was HORRENDOUS ))):

orchard was jam packed.

me and my friends all kenna touched. argh!

how sick can these people get? and its all Indians.

im not being bias but its really disgusting ):

but there's this cute guy =X i think he's mixed.

he helped me when i was falling.

cos everyone was pushing and then someone stepped on my slipper and i almost fall.

i wanted to just surrender and sit on the floor but this cute guy held me by my hand/arm.

he wasnt taking advantage i know and i know x) haa.

then piggy was like pushing everyone away for me, mel and clar =P

haa. super violent! but somehow, i lost them in the midst ):

but the cute guy kinda followed me out until we reach some space..

wanted to thank him but i was too shy. hahaa.

so we just disappeared from each other's sight.

and i rushed to find piggy and all. what a relieve to see them..

and some girls were like crying..

then we started chatting. and piggy had to just rub it in. haa.

that cute guy's shorter than me! lols. but he's pretty hot. LALALA!

nvm. okay! so, 4 of us went to meet up with the rest at the side stage and went to the airport.

HAA. the car i sat in was filled with NINE people. its a 5 seater car okay.

cool huh? we anyhow sit one. it was hilarious. heh.

then we went to the airport to fellowship until about 3am, daddy came to fetch me home.

and we went to eat prawn mee :D wahh.

reached home, i went straight to bed.

got up, thank God not late for service.

reached there about 10.40am (:

service was good but my butt was painful sitting in the hole =\ cos we squeezed.

haa. ohwells! then went to the carnival. ate and played and all..

then went home ard 5plus.

after mrt, as i was walking home, it started to "snow". hee.

then the leaves were all falling..

it was a brilliant sight. too bad i dint capture in my cam or smth ):

but the rain drops werent like the fat drops Singapore normally have.

its like in AUSSIE (: the rain was very fine..

you can hardly feel it coming on you..

so i walked in the rain all the way back home (: it was WONDERFUL..

haha. and thats my christmas for you.

loves. im tired! till next time diary..

he send his greetings to me (:

but its still so impossible..

ohwells. love is not about possession but about making someone happy :D

thats why im happy almost all the time.. haa.

Christmas (:

2006-12-24T13:33:00.000+08:00

WHOO. just another day to Christmas (:
anyhoos, this year's Christmas aint so Christmas-y.
the mood somehow aint there. but yeh.. i know i'll enjoy Christmas very much (:
so, yesterday was great! i felt a burden lifted off my chest after service.
cos i went to the altar call to recieve forgiveness.
no more hatred between us, no more being over powered by temptations.
yepp. it was superb! i feel superb now :D haa.
there was a drama put up too. every year, there is a new story told.
thats how creative chc drama team is ((: heh.
after service, went to the Carnival.
actually before service i also went (: haa.
played the spinning thing twice.. its kinda not scary =cos when its spinning so fast, you would automatically be pushed backwards.
so i dint feel a thing. perhaps only bungey and sky diving would get me thrilling.
but its so expensive =P haa. the UK funfair which came to Singapore previously, the bungey cost abt 50bucks just to get in the air and bounce up and down till you stop...
LOLS. but i love the thrill. whooo.
anyhoos, me, cupcake, briana and carella played the horse-y too :D it was funn.
doesnt bring back childhood memories though cos i dont rmb playing it at all..
haa. but it was cool (: something i wanted to sit long time ago.
ohh! too bad there aint the teacup ): i love that ride..
ohwells.. after playing and all, cupcake needed to go home so i left with her and cabbed home.
i was so shagged. i lay in bed for less than 10mins, i was in lalaland already.
and i laid in mums bed. lols. then i woke up at about 2am.
went online but no one was on so i left and watch teevee.
but there was nothing nice so i went to my room this time to sleep.
but i couldnt sleep for about half an hour i think =\so i got up and sit in the living room, wrote some rubbish down..
until 5.20am then i went to bed. haa.
this morning, woke up at about 12noon. crappy!
then i dint tell mummy last night what time we're going service and all so she had plans already.
but we'll be going tmr ((: yayness.
yeh. thats it for now..

ohh! i think 2 night before i had a dream that **** *** wanted to murder me =haa. but then i said some stuff and then **** *** was touched and all. so he decided to let me off.
then his sister appeared and questioned me.. and i saw 3 classmates!
BAHHH. i cant rmb already but it was a pretty touching story. lols ((:
crapp.

yehh. and dnd. hmmm. i dont wanna go ):
pretty much dont wanna go to such occasions.
ughh. we'll see. gonna get hell lots of scolding =X
alrights. whatever! im gonna catch some teevee programmes.

lols. someone searched happy shalala its so nice to be happy and came to my blog.

another one is pandang cake! crap..

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO YOU YOU AND YOU! (:
A YEAR HAS JUST FLY BY...

pissed

2006-12-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

PISSED ):

MY CHEESE CAKE TURNED OUT SO BAD.

I'VE NOT FINISHED ANY WORK.

AND THEN LAST MIN COME AND RUBB THINGS IN.

RAHHHHHHHH!

but rachel (: learn to handle stress!
God and me form the majority!

accomplished

2006-12-22T12:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday was tiring but i feel accomplised (:
slept around 2plus the night before and had to wake up at 7.30am.
then went to school for meeting.
it lasted until 1pm. last year in Guides next year.
gonna ENJOY MAN! =P haa.
yupps! and then.. after planning everything for the 1st sem, the leaders discussed the rest ourselves..
then i went to Far East.
man! i dropped at the wrong stop so i had to walk lik almost the whole stretch of Orchard cos its in FAR east!
harhar. ohwells! I JUST GOT MYSELF A NEW BAGGIE (: 53bucks.
yeh! then i had 5bucks left in my wallet. lols.
then went to Suntec Church office ard 4pm to help Jo do the book for Sun..
imagine Sun recieving that book and it has my contribution.
eee. i feel so honoured! ((: she's a HOT MAMA!
haa. yup! then we did and had dinner KFC, so i left 1buck in my wallet =P harhar.
we did until 12plus in the night with Jo, Mar and Andy..
then dad came to fetch me at 12.30am. lol. i was super duper tired by then.
went home, did some re-planning for my guides stuff then couldnt take it so i went to bed (:
and today's gonna be a resting day for me to make my Cheese Cake.
hee. tc people!
LOVES!

dye hair

2006-12-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

today was.. not bad ((: haa.
went to bugis to meet mar and andy.
before meeting them, i went to walk ard and i saw a super nice strip wool thingy.
so pretty (: but it cost 69bucks.. booo. passed it and walk away.
then we went to buy dye.
and went to mar's house and dyed their hair.

HAA! so unprofessional. but funneh..
i dyed the very bottom layer of my hair too.
haa. retarded! after looking at it, it aint very obvious lar..

yeh! and guess where we washed our hair?

in a male toilet that is. LOL. cos the female one was locked.

and we had to walked around the estate with aluminium in our head looking for that toilet.
so embarrassing. but HECK LAR =]

in the toilet, a male came in and was like.. "this is the male toilet right?"

then mar was washing hair at the sink. so she went out wet until that guy went off.

and the second one was funnier!

when i was washing hair, a guy came, me and mar ran into a cubicle and just kept quiet.

haa. we had a slient laughing session though. and my bell on my bracelet kept ringing when i move my hand.

cos i was drying my hair.
that guy must be thinking who's that so gay? x) haa.

yupp. after that, went to eat sessior rice or something like that.
then went to macs and do some stuff (:
reached home around 8plus.
hmmm. just found out i got COH tmr (: hee. i thought it was friday.
whoo. thank God i checked my sms.
yehh! CL and ACL will be announced tmr and of cos our new patrols.
haa. I MISS GUIDES! (: tmr will be catching out with *them! =P
alrights. gonna rest early tonight. sleepy..
some gong gong woke me up at 9plus this morning =X

my personal opinion : MALE TOILET SINKS! =\\ HAA.

BLESSING FLOWING IN LIKE NEVER BEFORE.
believe and you shall recieve.

the sun is out

2006-12-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

no more snow ): haa.
nah. its a good that its SUNNY!

SUNNY DAY, SWEEPING THE CLOUDS AWAY
ON MY WAY, TO WHERE THE AIR IS SWEET.
CAN YOU TELL ME HOW TO GET.
HOW TO GET TO SESAME STREET (:

camp song! (: haa. ohwells.
anyhoos, im feeling ecstatic man! last night recieved Good Progress Award and Good Leadership Award! whoo. this feels great (: somehow Mrs Joseph cancelled my name during Achievers' day and not let me go on stage but here the letter comes. maybe she changed her mind or smth cos im a good girl now :D harhar.
yup! so 300bucks into my bank. yay!
motivation : pursue studies, studies and more studies AND have a sports car.
yehh. so, nothing much already.. yesterday stayed home.
later going out.
so, till tonight i guess (: take care guys..

ERASE YOU AWAY x)
HARHAR. SOME ONE PASS ME A BIGGER ERASER!!

rainy.

2006-12-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

yeh. everyone is aware of the rain!
hmmm. and everyone seems to be so affected by it.
does rain mean like a BAD DAY? (: haa.
be more optimistic! Christmas is coming so since Singapore has no snow, take the rain as snow :D
heh. i went down to get soaked for nothing just now. hee.
so retarded. but i was just bored =P
i've finished reading Genesis. and im starting to feel lazy.. oops!
nah. i'll continue! yes i will. ha.

anyhoos, i dont see why people can remain upset everyday? hmm. i dont see how people can rmb unhappy moments in life for life? wont it just pass you by? its like living is misery is so difficult.. BAHHH! and keeping unhappy memory is just a waste of brain space! :D no wonder people in depression dont do well, i think! hmm. but that cant be the case cos i aint doing good enough for studies. haha. nvm! OHOH! i just realised 'delirious' extremely excited or happy. no wonder that Christian band has this name (: YEH! so hunks and babes! dont worry be happy, otherwise you'd probably die early =X it rhymes. lol..
take care people!
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

hee. we'll be meeting soon ((: just to collect my cert though..

unconsistant

2006-12-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

haa. i slacked all day (:
went to bugis in the afternoon for.. nothing?
nah.. wanted to look for some christmas gift..
so, went to Tecman (its a christian bookstore). they having 30% discount store wide.
spend about 60plus.
i bought a new bible (: suppose to be 50bucks but after the discount its 35 only ((: yayness right?
i wanted a slimer bible cos my bible cant stay open..
so its different when i use it cos i'll have to keep holding onto the page..
yupp. and then the rest are gifts here and there..

anyhoos, i spend almost all day reading the bible. haa!
thats my character. im very inconsistant in everything.
i do it when im "very attached" to it. then slowly as my feelings die down for the particular "hobby" or whatsoever, i'll completely ignore it :((
booo. what a rachel! blahblah..
but HECK LAR.. haa.
i'll change :D at least i'll try..
yehh! think discipline is what i need.
talking about that, its time to get started with hw. school's reopening in just days..
haa. OKAY! that's all tonight (:
get back to you tmr..

*no more dance concert. piggy dint get the tickets ): ohwells..

french dinner

2006-12-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

WHOOO. just came home from a family dinner at a french road side stall.
price was reasonable. haa. because the restaurant is located at Serangoon i think.
its some road side stall (: so 5 pf us cost $126.10.
mum paid in cash. and she gave EXACT! so paiseh! haa. then the rest of us was like..
mummy! give some tips lar.. lol.
retarded! HAA. so she gave.. 10CENTS!
super hilarious. so sis and i was like whispering.. RUN AWAY! heh..
anyhoos, it was a SUPERB DINNER! ((:
then dad gave us a joy ride.. went to Orchard to see the christmas decorations.
then he brought us to holland village to show us some french and italian restaurant that were like.. "hidden".
they're so nicely decorated. small and cosy (: even got candlelight. haa.
but dad said if i dint have 100bucks, dont go in. haa.
he said the place is for really wealthy people.. yehh!
i know and i know i'll be eating there someday. AMEN! (:
hee. yupp! then we came home..
GREAT NIGHT!
anyhoos, piggy asked me out on tues night to NUS dance concert. YAY! (:
my favourite. hmm. i hope its classical.
ohwells. im so sleepy and full! gonna get going soon..
LOVES..

I WANT A CANDLELIGHT CHRISTMAS DINNER AFTER CANDLELIGHT CHRISTMAS (:

~~if i cant have you, nobody can.~~
TEH! WRONG THEORY ((:

what i gotta say.

2006-12-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

yupp! as i was saying last night, CONFESSIONS (:
i'll just type what i feel about some people or somethings that has occurred but its MINE opinion.
so dont take it to heart for some people cos it may sound offensive..
hmmm. where should i start? (:
okay. here goes..

its been a long time and i have sorta forgotten about the issue. i know i was wrong! and im sorry about it but i was just carried away at that very moment. however, its not about him that made us so "cold" towards each other. perhaps its just that our characters dont clique? honestly, i dont really like your character and i know you hated me to the core, i dunno if you still do.. but theres nothing we can do :) lets just move along and try to develope a better relationship? hmmm. its easy for me to say cos im not exactly the one being "hurt". but yah..still, pardon me for being ignorant.. take care.

so much for being a brother keeper =\ i know some things that happened were my mistake. but nvm about that already. we've cleared that misunderstanding.. now, i thought you were a great listener whom i can trust but guess i've mistaken this. no more secrets to be shared between us! ughh. im so disappointed in you, i can eat 10 bananas now! but heck lar.. just learn from mistakes. argh..

woah! i never expected to be able to talk to you like that. haa. it feels weird though. seems as though you're a total different person (: but cool. i think you rock more like that, not so serious. haha. alothough you tend to be nasty sometimes and you always win in "verbal fights" but still, i think you're one great brother not any hundred one can replace you. BUT STILL, dont be evil anymore. haa. yup! take care..

hmmm. we're just normal. why do you make it so difficult for us? just give me a little more space to breathe and i'd be able to grow much better. i dislike being pressured most of the time. if you dont keep pushing it in, i'd be more willing to go up higher to the next level. just relax yeh? i can manage it well (: thanks for the guidiance though..

is there something going on between us? its weird! we can talk on the phone or everywhere else except face to face. hmmm.. not that kinda thing though. but i'd wanna talk normally when we meet. its like we dont know each other outside the anti-social devices world. yupp! we'll see (: you rock though. but sometimes you dont too. haaa.

OKAY! im going for FRENCH DINNER tonight with my family ((: yay.
will continue when i get home.
anyhoos, suppose to go for Malay wedding with parents but i was too tired to get my bum out of bed. hee =D
yupps! okay. gtg. toodles.

confessions

2006-12-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

CONFESSIONS! (:

woke up early for tuition today. first lesson. i think my teacher thinks im stupid cos i cant do any Amaths questions ): but nvm. im gonna work hard for it.. then in the afternoon. meet my "new friend", CUPCAKE! haa. yvette lar (: then we wanted to go visit Dorina. but when we reach SGH, we called her and she said she has discharged. booo. so we decided to take a bus to Expo since we were early but we kinda lose our way. LOL. we landed at Serangoon inter and then we anyhow take a bus, 58. and it was already 4.30pm! so we just alighted and take a cab instead. haha. then reached chuch on the dot, 5pm. service was good (: i thought God was like speaking to me (: yeh.. then after church, cabbed home with CUPCAKE ((: wheee. fun..

anyhoos, as i was saying.. confessions..
been clearing misunderstandings lately with people (:
i shall type my feelings down tmr..
pretty lazy now..
so.. off im going to LALALAND! hee.
toodles.

im trying

2006-12-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

today is good (:
meet darlings and ameera in the afternoon at Simei.
darlings wanted to get fys..
and i got my contact LENSES!
yay. but im pretty broke now ):
i got the monthly one. total cost abt 60bucks.
but the lenses will last for 3months. so alright lar..
then i got a teeshirt too.
hee. me and darlings bought the same shirt. couple shirt. hee.
mine's white, darlings one is pink =\ SO GAY! haa.
ohwells! then i went home cos was tired.
got home, played around with my contact lenses. lol.
then mar called me at 4 and told me make up cg starting at 4.15 like that.
so i cabbed down. there goes 7plus bucks ):
booo. even more broke! nvm (: HAPPY!
haa. getting something i want really makes me go SHALALALA!
aiya! just realised i forgot to share testimony just now ):
let me share them here..

1) MUM GOT ME AMATHS TUITION (: haha. i've been wanting it so long but she doesnt wanna give it to me cos i always quit half way. i give my word not to quit until i can cope well with amaths. thank God for putting faith into my mum to trust me.
2) YEH! and i GOT MY PAY (: so been blessing myself and love ones around me which makes everyone happy! yayness.
3) I'VE GOT SOME COMFIRM FRIENDS (: thank God for friends to open their hearts. indeed praying and fasting works..

yupp! haa. make up cg was great. actually i had no idea who's cg i was going until i was there. hmmm.. some kuku cut his hair.. not nice! booo. but ohwells (: then i made a huge mistake. UGH! after cg, i took a bite of sandwich. then as i was msging, i saw the time 5.38PM! i was like.. =\\ so i broke fast.. but i just waited for 6pm. yupp. nvm.. then i left at 6plus. went to ecp to eat dinner with piggy and mel (: YEH! yumms. then come home. on the way home, was msging some friends and... Praise the Lord for their hearts to be so open (: yayness. HAPPY DAY! (:

AHBENG* : EH! BROTHER. i'll cut some hair to paste on yours! dont be so ahbeng anymore (: TAKE CARE!
DARLINGS : HAA! IM NOT ANGRY! lol. ((: LOVES.

eateateat

2006-12-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

just got home before 12 (:
went to eat supper at east coast with piggy and mel again.
piggy got me a piggy lolli pop from ShangHai :D
super cute. haa.
YAY! (:
anyhoos, mum finally got me Amaths tuition. starts this Saturday..
hmmm. i must start on my hw already!
just realised i've got plenty. lol.
anyone wanna meet me for hw session?
yehyeh. and today stayed home and slacked.
gb-ed a little but totally screw everything. haa. sorry team-mates!
harhar. then decided to sleep. and then dinner was SO FILLING!
and plus SUPPER! im so gonna grow fatty..
but heck lar.. haha! alrights.
tmr's probably more exciting. haha.
will be going for make up cg in the evening..
we'll see! TOODLES then.

PIGGY : I LOVE THE LOLLI ((:
SHABRINA : HAPPY BIRTHDAY [141206]

i'll never know if you never tell.

tell me.

2006-12-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

PATIENCE by take that

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.

Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.

'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe

TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME ON CHRISTMAS,
and i'll tell you how much i love you too.

christmas list

2006-12-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

i've come out with a Christmas list cos i want something so badly!

1) ATM CARD. and since im underage, I WANT THE TOY MACHINE ATM! - MUM SAYS IM CHILDISH! BUT I'LL BUGG HER TO GET IT :D
2) MY GOLD CROSS NECKLACE
3) contact lense - getting soon myself

aiya. nothing much larh! cant really be bothered with presents anymore.
haha. dont expect too much and get nothing in return.
ohwells! anyhoos, i forgot to add on just now abt what Ah Hao say was so true..
why find such a good looking partner? when one grows old, looks doesnt matter.
its the heart that counts.. hee.

AND ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS FOR YOU TO KNOW THE LORD (:

fun day at work

2006-12-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
work was alright today despite the fact that i had to "put in more energy".
haha. cos the strong Ming Yong was not there.
today was me and ah hao (:
lol. had quite alot of fun..
and it wasnt at all sunny! infact, super cloudy..
ah hao brought his friends there but they were all gangster..
haha. SUPER VIOLENT! they played wrestling..
yehh. then after work, me and ah hao CHIONG to keep everything and i did the water work today.
i think i almost died. so tiring ): but nvm. funn.
then we both push the trolley back and finally. after we finish we when.. WHOOO!
lol. then bathed and we left together.
he's been working around sentosa very long..
so he CUTTED SO MANY PEOPLE'S QUEUE. super hilarious.
yupp! anyhoos, we simply cant talk nicely to each other.
he's so crude =P so we quarrel all the time.. ohwells!
reached harbour front, we called a cab and it cost us 8bucks just when we sit in it.
yehh.. then we went to collect our pay, mine around 150bucks only but alright lah (:
I HAD FUNN! :D esp today.
yeh! then he went to meet his xiao lao po. -ONE LEG STEP TWO BOAT!
haha. serious. but what can i do?
OHWELLS! but he's super nice and encouraging just pretty naughty (:
yeh! thats my day for you.
and i must say this : i thank God for today because i made a new friend called Ah Hao! although i only know his name after the whole day when we were collecting pay. i still appreciate him alot :D
OKAY! ITS PROVE I DINT COMPLAIN ABT YOU, if you see this!

SOME GANGSTERS ARE NICE TOO (:
DONT BE BIAS TOWARDS GANGSTERS.
I LOVE THEM! HAHA.

EMO.

2006-12-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEEE.
MY CAKE TURNED OUT YUCKY! ): dang!

anyhoos, tmr got work at sentosa.
seems like no one is going to visit me )): IM SO UPSET!
i'll be digging sand again..
ohwells! haha.
so, today was slacky. HAHA!
im working on my new coinbox x)
hee. super childish. i took a shoe box and made a hole.
then i tape the sides and then use glue-made by corn starch and water to glue it with newspaper and tissue for a white coating. hee.
I WANNA START SAVING FOR MY STUDIES AND CHILDREN :D
i think the box is big enough for 10 thousand dollars.
otherwise i'll take another shoe box. no big deal! (:
yupps. and nobody will steal it because everyone will think its just a shoe box.
HAHA! nah.. thats not what i meant. but yah... i think i'll take a pic of it tmr when its done! (:
yeh.. was watching the Pilot show just now.
bringing up a children needs ALOT of money. haha.
but actually i dont intend to have kids-pain. LOL! i'll just adopt (:
unless my husband can convince me to.
BOOO. whats with thinking so far rachel? -snaps back to reality-
lalala. IM GONNA SLEEP NOW!
TOODLES PEOPLE.

im ~~not~~ missing you ):

haha. gb-ing with buta edric

2006-12-12T14:58:00.000+08:00

IM BAKING CAKE NOW! HAHA (:
ITS IN THE OVER. dunno if its nice cos i cant taste them =X ohwells! bake by faith?
anyhoos, i slept for 11hours plus last night!
dreamt so many individual stories. so confusing!
but i rmb someone.. hmmm. his name was gary.
i cant rmb how he look like though. was he from swimming?
hmm. HECK LAR :D
i cant even remember what all the dreams were about! no clue.
ohwells (: ...
yesterday was a long sunny day..
woke up at 9am. rush for work at sentosa. was a little late =P
haha! cos i kinda slept late last night gb-ing with buta edric. haha. here's what we did..

HAHA! lame. but we digged until we stood on a small piece of land.
yeh! how lame can buta edric get? =X
OKAY! yehyeh. just kidding.
so, after work, felt so shag and hungry..
then went to vivo to meet vette and all. ha!
i got kinda pissed with myself cos i couldnt find the "play with water place"
yeh. but found it and fellowshipped there (:
played in the water place awhile until i was so worned out so i sat down and ate beehoon.
haha! my friend bought it for my lunch but i was fasting.. so yeh..
so, carella and briana were entertaining. but me and vette were pretty embarrassed! =P
nah... quite fun larh! (:
then went long john to eat again..
then wanted to go home straight but kids are kids, they are so hyper.
so me and vette accompanied them to the playground (: they played and we fellowshipped.
then yvette had to go home..
so i brought Briana and Carella to CityHall to meet Andy.
then went home. ugh! had to walk two bus stop..
but nvm ((: at least i slept my full last night..
alrights. CAKE'S DONE! (:
SURPRISE SURPRISE!!
LOVES THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD..

HUNKS AND BABES!
IM WORKING TMR AT SENTOSA SILOSO BEACH!
COMEE AND PLAYY! :D
i can play too. haha!

sweet night

2006-12-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

harhar. im sleepy but i just wanna blog (:
last night slept 3AM plus..
wanted to sleep ard 1 or something but kinda started talking on msn and dint keep time.
havent talked to this brother for a long time like that..
at first, he was asking about my well-being.
then later on he told me his problems with his gf.
and i, became a guardian angel again :D hee.
counciled him. lol. nah.. just discuss about them and also our PAST.
yeh.. stuff that shouldnt be said here (:
anyhoos, I LOVE THIS BRO LOTS AND I KNOW THIS BRO LOVES ME LOTS TOO, with the love of God (: HE'S SUPERB!! haha.

yup. and today, i got up at 10plus.
snailed my way to the bathroom and got ready.
HEE. then after bath, leopard-ed my way to meet vette at Aljunied mrt (:
lol. yah.. then we went for cg.
i felt happy so i decided to buy refreshments for cg.
haha. partly cos i had craving for Pandang Cake too (:
then we went white sands to buy. but the cake was expensive ):
so i bought the peanut roll instead. then went to Xiu's house there..
got PANDANG CAKE :D cheaper. hee. so YAY! i still got my cake..
and cg today was great! felt so overwhelmed by the presense of God.
anyhoos, i've got a revelations for myself..
it not about always getting to the top, but the process..
its not about being on fire for God with the lifespan of a fireworks.
yah. so chel, get the foundation built strong first! (:
cg last for around 2hrs and a little longer. long huh? but it was superb..
after that ate and fellowshipped awhile and then went off (:
eee. ate so much. so now i know where the stomach ache is coming from..
ohwells! took a LONG BUS RIDE home. 53 then change to 62.
and here i am now, drinking yakult again. harhar.
alrights. gonna catch up with my sleep! take care love ones.
LOVES!!

yumms.

2006-12-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

GREAT DAY.
im gonna cut things shorts now..
its late. and i wanna play gb!
its getting addictive again. arghh.
slept real late last night.
perhaps real early, 4AM plus just playing gb with timothy.
hahaa. i dint know time past so fast playing with some PRO (:
lol. yeh. went to bed straight after we stopped.

after lunch today,
went for service. it was great!
the special guest were FABULOUS.
such wonderful talents they have (: praise God.
hmmm. anyhoos, after service, i went off to meet darlings, nerd and fatin ((:
HAD FUNNNN!
haha. ohhh!! me and nerd were so high. when we were walking to flag a cab, we sang..

HAPPY! SHALALA!
ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY! SHALALA!
EVERYBODY SHOULD BE HAPPY! SHALALA
ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY! SHALALA...

different version :

CABBIE! SHALALA!
ITS SO NICE TO HAVE CABBIE! SHALALA!
EVERYBODY SHOULD HAVE CABBIE! SHALALA!
ITS SO NICE TO HAVE CABBIE! SHALALA!

lol! we went retarded.
yehh.. then finally after abt 20mins, we hop on a cab to Simpang Bedok for dinner.
EEE. amirah and ameera treat NERDS! (:
cos nerd and nerd were broke ):
hee. THANKS BABES!
SO, they ordered so much CHICKEN stuff.
chicken rice for all of us. special one..
direct translation from malay is flatten chicken rice.
hee. and 8 chicken wing and drumstick!
HARHAR.
it was SO MUCH! we couldnt finish (:
but WE had a superb time of enjoyment :D
LAUGHED LIKE MAD TALKING ABT NONSENSE!
we had to remind ourselves abt "SMALL AIR SPACE" [inside joke]
hee. anyhoos, LOVEEEE THEM LIKE MAD!!
haha. ohh! ahem and ahem are REALLY "MARRIED" since NOV!!
she finally confess to me :DDD
heh. YEH! then after dinner, left there abt 10pm.
came home and gb-ed with some PRO-timothy!
he pretend to be noob only.. HAR. beware!
yahhh. im gonna watch some teevee now.
SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER!! (:

YVETTE : THANKS FOR THE SHIRT! LOVEEEES!
BABES : THANKS FOR THE DINNER! ((: HEE. I WANNA GET MARRIED SOON.. HAR!

WHAT THE...

2006-12-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

EDITED.

IM WAS SO PISSED!
WHATEVER! IM NOT GOING BACK THERE..

haha. alrights! i was pissed just now.
but i aint anymore (:
took a cab to toa payoh just now..
wasted my time and money!!
but nvm. its over.
later, gonna go help ahpek teach swimming (:
heehee. yayness!
alrights. gtg peeps.
LOVES!

EEE. i dint go help ahpek teach today..
heh. I SHY x)
ha. nah.. after packing everything for a swim, i was thinking how am i suppose to like help him teach? lol. hmmm. i might "yue pang yue mang"! so i decided not to..
so retarded right? ohwells. nvm..
OKAY. i think im staying over bel's place tonight.
toodles. till next time..

insane

2006-12-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

haha. i just came back from bugis not long (:
kinda sleepy thanks to the brilliant weather.

anyhoos, Rachel is still living in her dream world. haha.
and she was thinking about lotsa stuff...
he is like 8 when i was just borned.
when i was in P6, 12. he was serving NS (20years old).
and he said that he used to come to my house bus-stop to take bus!
and its like 4years. perhaps we met before already? (:
haha. ohwells! im just being retarded..
OKAY! toodles. im gonna sleep..
will update later if i'm free (: LOVESS!

ONCE UPON A TIME....
AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER (:

was it a dream (: ?

2006-12-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

was it a dream? cos it felt so real (:
if it was a dream, it was a beautiful one..
haha! but im certain the dream came true..

yesterday had PM in the evening.
i waited for mar to go together since i was at tanjong parga when she called (:
yupp. then we were talking abt psp.
dint know SIMS had so much changes in psp. now got hantu also! lol.
anyhoos, went to eat dinner with mar and andy..
oh! i saw Shuan from lifesaving class. he became so tann. dint know he's from the same pm as me. ha!
after PM and briefing, went home..
reaching aljunied station, mum called.
then i decided to go CHOMPCHOMP. lol.
i ate the snail aka GonGon. heh. it wasnt as fantastic as i thought.
but its alright. then dad had carrot cake.
mum just shared the GonGon with me (:
then i ate sweet potato. haha. i love "potato" related things these days.
alright. then got home around 12plus..
played some computer and watch some teevee..
haha. Jason and me were msging..
then i had some craving so i suggested we go eat tau huay. heh.
and yeh. we really did. it was 2.15AM! haha. he came and fetch me in his Renault Van (:
heh. then we ate at Rochor Tau Huay in Geylang.
after we finish, he send me home. it was about 3am then..
came home, i was so happy i couldnt sleep.
haha. but yeh.. was tired. so fell asleep eventually..
HAPPY :D thanks.

this morning, got up pretty late.
and i was like was it all a dream? but i checked my msges (:
it was all real!
yupp. so today dint do much.
im getting sore throat and flu all of a sudden.
ohwells! had lunch at Changi Village.
and thats all for now.
tonight having steamboat bbq with w312 (:
not sure if im going yet.. we'll see!
okay..till next time then ((:
toodles!

SHAF : HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOVES.
SHAF + DARLINGS + NERD : SORRY NEVER GO VIVO/SENTOSA WITH YOU BABES!
NERD : HEE. WE BOTH LOVE TAU HUAY :D
PEARLE : HARHAR! I FOUND OUT THAT LEELEE IS NOT MARRIED, AND SINGLE! (:

2006-12-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA! pearle and rachel are gonna get married together =P

"LEELEELEE, do you take Rachel to be your wedded wife to live together in marriage. Do you promise to love, comfort, honor and keep her. For better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health. And forsaking all others, be faithful only to her so long as you both shall live?"

LEELEELEE : I DO!!

lol. so crappy! talking to pearle now online. so retarded! she say on amirah's nick ytd that i was getting married so she asked me today. wanted to be my bridesmaid. but we decided to get married together! ((: lols. anyhoos, been slacking around this morning. and my afternoon too. evening going for PM. that's about all for today. i'll update if there is any funky things happening :D toodles then. im gonna continue with my dreaming of the chuch ceromony with pearle. haha. crap! take care guys. TOODLES.

dont take too long to say i love you to the ones you love
cos time has a habit of slipping away..

2006-12-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

MY DAY (:
yeh, left house today at 12.30pm for bugis. went to get the stetch book for andy. its the green one which say 'GRACE'. haha. yah. then we meet up at 1.30 at ps. went to pasta mania and ate a little while drawing. but i had no inspiration today! so i just dint do much. whereas andy did his front page and started off his second page. not bad brother! haha. yeh! anyways, vette dint come ): haha. but nvm. yeh! then jia rong came to meet us. walked around and all. then went on seperate ways at around 4plus. then i decided to go buy the brownie mix. haha! yeh. so i walked to carefour then as soon as i bought it, i took a bus home (: got home, had some inspirations so just clear it off my mind onto a piece of paper and then have dinner then watch some teevee [pilot show] heh. yup! then just did my stuff and here i am.. yupp! gonna sleep soon.. TOODLES PEOPLE. take care.

darlings+nerd : sorry dint call in the conference! haha. my marriage failed. haha. he dont want me anymore. BOOO. lol. see you guys at sentosa and ecp tmr night =P NERD AND CRUMPLER. HAPPY MARRIAGE AT 2AM :D [for insider]

my crush? :
i realised we known each other for more than half a year.
i havent seen you for very long..
I MISS YOU.
take care. i'll see you around when i go for a swim, soon.
booo.

2006-12-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

MORNING!
im so sleepy but i dont wanna sleep too long.
haha. yup! last night i slept at abt 2plus (: i watched HAPPY FEET!
super cute. lol.
anyhoos, lynette gave me a surprised msg and i replied! yay (: so funneh!
i counciled her and some other juniors during camp.
now i know she's nice (: serious.
HAHA. anyhoos, i was trying to talk to someone ytd!
rahhh. haha! difficult man.
nvm. ohwells!
so, today gonna meet vette and andy for lunch and some drawing time later, at ps.
haha. yupp! then they gotta go for bs at smu i think.
yupp! then im coming home early to sleep..
yeh! toodles for now then. TAKE CARE LOVE ONES! keep smiling..

NERD: SHE IS SO HAPPY SHE CAN EAT UP HER HOLD HAND! HAHA.

whats to you? (:

2006-12-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

just got home not long. so sleepy!
today's a pretty long day, maybe that's why.

woke up around 8.30am or so. yvette gave me morning call (: then went for cg and then followed by prayer meeting. then went bugis to fellowship with mar, andy, vette, carella and briana.. ate long john for dinner but had not much appitite somehow. no mood for fast food nowadays! (: ohwells. nvm. then vette went OG to change my shorts. and then went to walk walk around bugis junction. ha! carella and briana was went so high drinking bubble tea. haha. so funneh! ohwells. then we heading home at around 9. now im blogging! quite sleepy. and i just help mum change bedsheet. its so DUSTY here. im sneezing like crazy now. lol. anyhoos, today was fantastic! just pretty lazy to blog now. ha! ((: TAKE CARE GUYS. till next time.

AND DARLINGS IS FINALLY BACK!
HAHA. STUCK IN THE CUSTOM NOW ((:
YAY!!

delicated to *unknown friends:
to YOU: sweetest of the sweetest! (: LOVES!
to YOU: haha. laughing kid.
to YOU: koala bear. pretty!
to YOU: i miss you even though whatsoever happened! TAKE CARE.
to YOU: open up your problems. it will make you feel much better (: TAKE CARE.
to YOU: ELMO! lol.
to YOU: forever my bestest friend! never left me (: i love my daddyGod.
to YOU: no pretence! i dislike it. ugh. annoying fellow =X ha. TAKE CARE
to YOU: cutest cousin i can ever have! ((:
to YOU: its been abt 6months ): i love you.
to YOU: YES STONE! i miss you.
to YOU: NTH TO SAY
to YOUandYOU: i dont want any pressure :D haha. THANKS.
to YOU: NTH TO SAY.
to YOU: NTH TO SAY
to YOU: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
to YOU: NTH TO SAY
to YOU: NTH TO SAY
to YOU: go for carrot! lol. we'll support you. heh.
to YOU: what a friend! i wont come to you again.. ): DISAPPOINTED! twice.
to YOU: WHOOLALA (:
to YOU: WE ARE ALIKE! ha. must happening more so mine will too. lol. LOVE THIS PERSON LOTS!
to YOU: my mistake! SORRY. haha.
to YOU: LALALA (:
to YOU: haha! thanks for always being there. LOVES!

haha. yehyeh! if you happen to read something that implies you, COOLS! :D
anyhoos! LOVES! take care.

i love shopping

2006-12-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

HARHAR.
IM SOOOO HAPPY!
i performed the best sort of exercise almost all afternoon (:

i woke up around 10 today. suppose to leave house at 10 but its alright. so had lunch at some hotel around bugis. i cant rmb the name.. lol. it's some dim sum cafe in the hotel. 50% off on weekends so yah, that's why we went there to eat. heh. and it only cost 24bucks (: for 3 person, it was a great deal! YUMMS. then it was time for exciercing after lunch, and as i've said yesterday, OG having 20% sales. so, the greatest form of exercising for girls is SHOPPING! man.. im so glad with my buyings :) pays off all the 3 days i stayed home rotting. haha. i got 2 pants [jeans and some black strip pants] wanted to get levis but the one i want cost 99bucks ): yeh and a checked shorts from BUM, 2 wear underneath tops stuff =P heh. cost over 200 BUT with the 20% discount! AHHHHHH! it rounded up to around 170bucks. hee. im so happy! its the BEST day of the week man. ha! anyhoos, after shopping, i realised how time flies.. i had to dash home to get changed for church. ha. i wore my new checked shorts. and i was a little late.. but service and all was smooth. then after service, i met NERD! eee. I LOVE HER!! thanks nerd. you rock.. your appearence made me so much HAPPIER! seriously. yeh. then fellowshipped awhile and i headed home. i took a long bus ride home, bus24 then changet to 155 at paya lebar. yup! I DINT MISS MY STOP. haha (: yeh. today was FANTASTIC! but im pretty much broke now. ohwells! whatever that makes me happy is worth (: yups. thats about all for today..

anyhoos, recently, my family's been buying everything on sales! lol. 2 puma shoes and the 2 converse shoes mum bought was on offer. EEEEE. CHEAPO NGs! (: but still, I LOVE THE NGs ((: lol. whoolala!

SHOPPING MAKES ONE HAPPY!
I LOVE SHOPPING..
SHOPPING LOVES ME!

and im back in the game

2006-12-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

haha! im so RELIEVE (:

finally someone has recieve my letter.

but maybe darlings on holiday and the rest just hasnt checked their mail.

yah. im positive my letters aint in any bins!

lol. hopefully!

anyhoos, im disappointed! booo.

after my favourite pilot show, mum and dad said that we could go CHOMP CHOMP to eat.

then dad saw the opening ceremony of the Asian cup thingy so he said another time.

man! i so wanna go chomp chomp for a feast!

but nvm ((: rachel is patient.. haha!

like just now, i waited and i could play Maple. yeh!

haha. anyways, im going back to chc for service tmr.

hopefully there aint any akwardness (:

yehh. that's all for tonight!

im gonna write more letters or perhaps sleep.

LOVES.

OG 20% STOREWIDE SALES!

IM GONNA GET LEVIS JEANS TMR ((:

YAY. cheap cheap cheap. lol.

loner

2006-12-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

i stayed home alone today again.
somehow i just have no mood to go out.
why? i have no idea.. haha.
anyhoos, sorry for those i've pangseh-ed.
but so coincidently, when i suddenly have the mood, people just wont be free.
so ohwells! (:
i had a marcoroni feast today.
cos after eating 2 bowls of marcoroni, granny came over to give me a plate cos she didnt know i've eaten. so i ate a huge plate! but i just ate everything since i had nothing much to do.
anyhoos, granny and mum was also wondering my stay home these days. haha!
at least to them im somewhat a good girl :D lol.
sister re-downloaded gb abt a week ago but i cant rmb my user.
so i decided to download maple. but somehow, i cant play it! crap.
i'll try again later ((:
so anyhoos, nothing much today.
i had the music BLASTING throughout the whole day till now.
oh! and im planning to cycle to serangoon garden tmr or sunday (: we'll see.
toodles for now.

i wanna eat at CHOMP CHOMP (: haha. do you?

mission accomplished

2006-11-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

mission accomplised! :)
im very satisfied with my master piece.
its pretty, sweet and cool! haha..
a collage formed with pieces of my life and some random stuff.
YAY! sometime soon i'll put a pic up on my blog.
its gonna be hanging on the wall at my bed's head :D
cools!
yeh! thats all for tonight then. darlings going to KL tmr. so no conference (:
im gonna play monopoly now! haha..
toodles.

saya rindu kamu.
(:

sleepy

2006-11-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING ((:
haha. i woke up pretty late today, around noon when the sun heated up my butt. lol. ohwells! i slept at around 4plus in the morning almost 5. conferenced (: fatin was the first to fall asleep around 3plus? so me and darlings just continued talking till 4plus. haha! so retarded! we went SENTOSA and ECP x) so hilarious okay. oh! and i learn some malay words (: let me impress you with some. saya nak tidur [ i want to sleep] it was my catch phrase last night. heh. and. saya kembira [im happy] haha! yeh. many more larh. (: then after putting down, i went to sleep immediately. GAGAGA! anyhoos, im staying home all day today. going swimming with teresa later. and then i also can post my letters and buy stamps.
OH! i can collect my photos TODAY! yeh. majority of the photos are GUIDES ONES! yehyeh. i know it rocks. cant wait for guides to begin again. but next year's pretty scary! its like the big O already. time flies, sometimes too quickly i think. haha. anyways, i've made up my mind of going to JC, SAJC ((: unless i really cannot go, then poly will be fine too. but i badly wanna go JC. due to many resasons. shall WORK HARD NEXT YEAR! ugh. but until now, i havent gotten a amath tuitior! i've been wanting it from beginning of the hols. booo! nvm. patience is the mother of all virtues :) lol. darlings catch phrase. lalala! alrights. i shall end here and go EAT! my tummy's telling me off already. toodles.

SAYANG!
LOVE!

my new interest

2006-11-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

IM BACK.
i loveee my blog alot.
so i decided to come back and blog more ((:

ANYHOOS, i enjoy learning these days after watching the Einstein documentry. yah. like i badly want to watch documentries these days but my teevee dont have ): who's gonna be so nice to invite me to their house's teevee? :D i'll be so glad. haha. and i've gotten a better understanding of the Bible. 1cor14:28 i think. it talks about Spiritual Gifts, basically Tongues. yah. i was puzzled for a few days over it until i seek help from a friend. so now, i know what's the verse about (: and im so interested in history too. i wish i had taken that subject. bahh. ohwells! (:

and and and. i so enjoy WRITING LETTERS! ((: my new hobby. lol. i stayed up till 4plus last night just talking on the phone, listening to the radio and writing letters. lol. so crappy! be prepared to recieve one for most people! haha. dont blame me for being lame though. =P yup. that's all for now. im going off to watch the Pilot show on channel U. my boyfriend is Izzac. haha. and mummy says he's hot too! :D funneh. ohwells.. yeh! im going off. TAG MY DEAD BLOG IF YOU'RE READING..

LOVES ((:

my new blog.

2006-11-29T13:37:00.001+08:00

POOF! here's a new bloggie.
im sick of the old one already!
haha.
now, im gonna learn from NERD ((:
to blog LITTLE but in BIG FONT as far as possible!
so it looks like its alot..
NERD IS SMART! DUH! nerd mah..

anyhoos, im bored now. so i plan to make this a long post, recall everything that happened these days. i might repeat what i've said in the previous blog but i dont care ((: haha. so, last friday i watch Casino Royale. its really nice! Daniel Craig is so hot! too hot to be James Bond actually. haha. but still he acted well in the show. 9 out of 10 points for the show (: after the movie, i went for a BBQ at Normanton Park. william had invited me. ohh! i made friends with Megan. the girl in the HomeRun show. she's really cute! had lots of fun laughing cos of Chris! some retarded kid who claims he's depressed and have no friends. haha! then later that night, Ben was fun! haha. we kept funneh-ing! lol. HAHA. ohwells, i left the place at around 11.20pm to go play majong at cheelim's friend's house. haha! reached there about 12plus. then we played majong, cards and all until about 6am. i kept losing. lol. but it was fun. haha. i took 135 home. it was a long journey. i even thought i missed my stop when i woke up. but i ended up at park way.. and yeh! as soon as i reached home, i went to bed. i think thats it for sat and sun (:
monday i went Thomson for cip. i was practically rotting with erbirnieONE and clar. haha! but we enjoy talking and fooling around. then erbirnieONE loves to play with the lift. weird child =P haha. and she almost got her nose stucked between the lift doors. and then we started talking about kissing. lol. why does caucasian have to tilt their head when they kiss? because they have sharp noses. and asians, we have flat nose so we dont have to tilt so much. HAHA! erbirnieONE didnt know! lol. but erbirnieONE wants sharp nose too. so that she can be the same as Jonny Depp! they both must tilt sideways to kiss. LOL. RETARDED! yeh. anyways, we went to meet nerd at Toa Payoh inter. then clar when home while me and becks[erbirnie] and van[nerd] went to becky's house! HAHA. ohh. nerd showed us RYAN on youtupe. she claims he's hot. but he's NOT! haha. he looks NORMAL. bahhhhhh! nerd is naughty. she just told **** that she ***** **** and she still look at "HOTTIE"! booo. ohwells! nvm. so, after nerd left beck's house at around 7pm i think, we started watching sleepy hollows. becky's husband! haha. yeh. then when it ended, i went home (: yupp.
and now, yesterday, stayed at home all morning. then went to meet darlings and nerd at TM. we chat awhile then we left and head to different places. haha. i had to go PS to meet teresa, amanda and their another friend. ate pasta mania for dinner. i only ate half. dint really like it. but nvm (: then went Gelare for waffles. that was good. haha. then we chat until around plus then went to shop. got a TEE. amanda bought a bag. woah! yeh. then went home. oh! anyhoos, i met up with many people at tm and ps! haha. so coincidently. and im so glad i saw someone. haha! but crap. i still cant accept THE FACT!! like i know and you know but we just act as if we dont know! haha. so blahblah! =P nvm. yeh. alrighty. its THE PAST! ((: wheee.
yeh. till next time then.
SEE YOU.